NASA Shuttle-Mir Oral
History Project
Edited Oral History Transcript
Scott D.
Gahring
Interviewed by Rebecca Wright
Houston, Texas – 31 July 1998
Interviewers:
Rebecca Wright, Paul Rollins, Summer Bergen
Wright:
Today is July 31, 1998. We're speaking with Scott Gahring with the
Shuttle-Mir Oral History Project. Scott served as an ops lead for
the Increment Seven. We'd like for you to begin by telling us your
roles and responsibilities with that area.
Gahring: Started with training with a crew member in the science training
things, and then procedure validations, pulling together the time
line. These are all the things that happened the year prior, the procedures,
getting to know the science, getting to know the crew member, and
then working as a back-up operations lead on some of the other increments.
I've done some of that work. Then head over to Russia to head up the
operations team that was in place for Increment Seven.
Wright: How long was your training period?
Gahring: I started with David Wolf, because he was originally the
Increment Seven crew member, or was supposed to be. He started training
a year ago in January as the Increment Six back-up. So he started
then.
Wright: Were you almost like his shadow? Did you go and do everything
that he was doing?
Gahring: For the U.S. portion of his training, yes. The way it worked
is, you were supposed to follow them when they were here in the U.S.,
and then you spent some time in Russia with them during the final
portion of their Star City training.
Wright: What do you learn by being so close?
Gahring: You figure out how tightly wound they are, how they go about
solving problems, how sticky they are about what the procedures need
to say, what kind of answers they're looking for.
Wright: I guess this helps you communicate with them when you're on
the ground and they're in the air.
Gahring: Yes, hopefully. Hopefully you can hear things in their voice
you might not otherwise be aware of.
Wright: So at what point did you have your astronaut switch?
Gahring: I think that was August of last year when we switched.
Wright: Was it like starting over, or were you able at least to take
some of your experiences and apply them with Andy Thomas?
Gahring: It was just different. It wasn't really a big deal. Didn't
need to be anyway. They're very different people, but the work's pretty
technical, so it doesn't make it a whole lot of difference. There
was some.
Wright: So it was just one more example of being flexible?
Gahring: Yes.
Wright: Was that a key word in what you did during your time as an
ops lead?
Gahring: Yes. Yes, the whole program had a real short schedule, everything
was pretty intense. When I came in, I was kind of surprised how tense
people were, and just needed to relax a little bit. Well, that's why
I always said, "Everything's going to be fine. Just relax. Nobody's
going to get killed. It won't really matter."
Wright: They look for you for reassurance as well.
Gahring: Well, in anything, you have to figure out what job you need
to play, and if that's just being a speed brake, that's okay.
Wright: How did you get involved in this position?
Gahring: I had been working in ISS [International Space Station],
the station program office, and I got a little burned out with that
because we weren't doing anything with real hardware stuff. I went
over to be Captain Culbertson's technical assistant. I had known him
from my previous life in the Air Force. I was in his office just attending
meetings, and they came in and were having problems getting people
to go to Russia for five or six months doing that, and they kept coming
in and saying this over and over again, and one day after one of those
meetings, I just said, "Well, you know, I could go do it."
And there I was. He said, "Hold that thought."
Wright: [Laughter] And you did for the next year.
Gahring: Yes. That was actually like two years ago, probably by the
time--
Wright: Did you get involved right away after you made that--
Gahring: Pretty much. Yes.
Wright: Frank wasn't going to let you change your mind.
Gahring: No. No. At the time I wasn't even sure I had used my outside
voice to say that. [Laughter]
Wright: Frank heard you.
Gahring: Oh, yes, he did. He doesn't miss stuff like that.
Wright: So what happened from there? You volunteered for this assignment
and then your activities started right away here, or were you sent
right away to Russia?
Gahring: It started here. I think at the time, that was right before
Colonel [John] Blaha launched. So there was plenty of time. I think
I had just about more time, because of the way the time line worked
out, more time than anybody else to get ready pretty much. It was
all evolving pretty fast, but pretty much right away started following
things, and then we did training like in January, the first Increment
Six backup training, and then in March I went over with Tony Sang
for Increment Four to work over there for about six weeks.
Wright: Was that your first visit to Russia?
Gahring: No. I had gone quite a bit as part of my station work. I
had gone several times, and the last time I went, I said I would never
go again. [Laughter]
Wright: Never say never.
Gahring: Yes, I'm not going to say that this time.
Wright: At least you had your first impressions of Russia behind you
and you knew what to expect. Was it different being part of ISS compared
to being part of Shuttle-Mir?
Gahring: It was because, when you're having to do operations, you
don't have as much time for posturing or any of that stuff; you just
have to do something. When you're doing something like ISS, there's
plenty of time, and everybody knows it, and they kind of pull each
other's chain quite a bit.
Wright: So what was your average day like when you were the ops lead?
Can you give us a couple of days, or just something so you can explain
to us what your responsibilities were when you were in Russia?
Gahring: You work either a week of days or a week of nights, and you
work six or seven days a week, eight-, ten-, twelve-hour days. If
it's a morning, you get picked up by the van at the Volga take the
forty-minute life-in-your-hands trip out to the TsUP. That's always
interesting, because you're sitting in this van weaving in and out
of traffic, and seeing Russian scenery go by and they're usually playing
American music on the radio, including one morning, "Don't Worry,
Be Happy." It was like minus twenty outside. It was just terrible.
You get there, walk in past the token security person there, and get
the timelines for the day, take a look at the timelines, see what
time your passes with Andy are, or the crew member are. Then decide
which Russians you're going to argue with when. It depends. Some days
would be good, some days would be bad. You'd usually have a pass with
Andy in the morning and one in the afternoon or evening, and most
of the day, before the com pass you make a list of things that you're
going to talk about, or that you need to talk about, things you're
expecting from him, things that he needs to know for today that have
changed. Make sure everybody is entertained in the room there. Some
days it's not so much operations management as adult supervision.
Get all that ready, go down and talk to Andy, scratch off everything
you had thought you were going to talk about, because he has a completely
different agenda, and then you go to take care of that.
In the afternoon, Houston starts to wake up and starts to call. I'm
sure you've heard Frank calls first.
Wright: No, that's the first time we've heard that.
Gahring: Oh, really. [Laughter]
Wright: [Laughter] You've let us into a whole new insight of how this
will happen.
Gahring: Oh, yes. He calls every morning, no matter where he is, whether
he's on vacation or what. He was getting better towards the end. And
then Jim [VanLaak] calls.
Wright: At least there's some consistency in your job.
Gahring: Then maybe Tim Baum calls, and then we're having the morning
meeting where we're supposed to tell everybody that's happened, although
by that time almost everybody knows. Then the afternoon shift comes
in right before then, so we do like one big handover with everybody.
Then you go home.
Wright: It sounds like at least everybody that was working the team
communicated.
Gahring: Yes, pretty much. Very dysfunctional occasionally, but that's
okay.
Wright: Was there so much going on sometimes it was hard to communicate
everything? Or was it almost opposite where maybe not enough was going
on communicate?
Gahring: Well, I think because of the past problems they had, our
increment was pretty easy. I mean, we didn't have any major catastrophes.
But because of the things that happened on the previous increments,
and because the press then finds out things so quickly, everybody
in the management chain requires instantaneous knowledge of what has
happened to the current configuration of things, and everyone has
to know more than anybody else. And they do not want to find out by
watching CNN; they want to have heard it from you. So if anything
of any potential significance happened, you wake them up.
Wright: I guess that all fell on your shoulders being the ops leader.
Gahring: Oh, it's not that bad now. Just another additional duty.
Wright: Just the responsibility. Speaking of communication, I guess
Andy Thomas was glad to talk with you on the ground.
Gahring: I hope so.
Wright: I'm sure after working with him that long you could tell if
he was glad to hear a voice from Earth.
Gahring: I think he was pretty isolated up there, so I tried to keep
it relatively light, entertaining, and informative.
Wright: Your time in Russia, I'm sure, was full with this job. Did
you have time to do anything else, anything that you wanted to do
while you were there?
Gahring: I took my family over with me, and when we could, we'd go
out and do other things. I kind of filled most of the squares and
all the travels over there before seeing all these things, but I got
to see them again taking the kids and go check them out.
Wright: How old were your children?
Gahring: Eleven, nine, and four.
Wright: How did they adjust to being there? Did they enjoy it?
Gahring: Overall, yes, I think so. They'll appreciate it a lot more
later.
Wright: So you were there prior to the wintertime.
Gahring: Yes, we got there in January.
Wright: That's real wintertime then.
Gahring: Real winter, real cold. Yes.
Wright: What did they enjoy being there? Did they enjoy seeing the
sights?
Gahring: Well, it started out, they're pretty much Southern kids,
so they hadn't been around snow. So that was pretty good. Took them
down to Red Square almost immediately, but they don't have the same
appreciation for being in Red Square. They just don't get it at all.
But we did go down there, and I took them from Red Square over to
across the street from the Bolshoi, and it was snowing, and there
was a statue of Karl Marx over here, and I turned around, and my son
was making a snow angel on the sidewalk by Karl Marx. [Laughter]
Wright: It's nice to have children's expressions no matter where they
are. [Laughter]
Gahring: It's not something I would have thought of.
Wright: I'm glad he felt free to do what he wanted to.
Gahring: Yes.
Wright: How were your dealings with the Russians? You were the main
focus, I guess, on this increment, so they came to you and you went
to them.
Gahring: I had felt pretty frustrated with them from previous increments.
I thought we weren't really getting our money's worth, and I kind
of wanted to make it a point that we were going to get our money's
worth this time. I also felt like we didn't get treated equitably,
shall we say, and I wasn't going to let that happen. I expected to
get treated as a customer and as a future partner on the ISS. We had
some degrees of success, some days more than others.
Wright: Did you deal with one person in particular, or did you have
a whole array of Russian officials?
Gahring: Mostly the shift flight directors, and occasionally Victor
Blagov. It depends on what you're working, who is the most effective
place to go for what you're trying to take of.
Wright: So I guess your back-up training the times that you were there
with Tony really served you well.
Gahring: Yes, that was good. I thought that was excellent. That was
an excellent way to train people for following increments. I don't
know who thought of that, but that was great. It was really a good
idea.
Wright: I'm sure no day was dull, but at least you had a few surprises
that were already out of the way, because you could see how it worked.
Gahring: Right. Just getting there and knowing in advance, we sit
here, this is how we talk, this is--well, except I went over on Increment
Four when Jerry wasn't talking to anybody. [Laughter] I hadn't actually
seen anybody talk to him. You know who the shift flight directors
are, you know where the room is, and all that. That was good.
Wright: Is there a way to train somebody for this position? I mean,
if there was another increment, say, Increment Ten, and you were put
in charge of getting the ops leads ready, what would you tell them
that the needed to know to work this job and do it successfully?
Gahring: They ought to spend a lot more time getting Russian language
training. You don't need it on the job very much, but you have a life
outside, and it's almost impossible to operate outside without speaking
the language. It's just easier if you can get around. It helps to
know what the flight director's really saying, because you get the
filtered translated version, and you're not sure if somebody's adding
some political correctness, or if he said, "Well, tell this dummy
this," which I would like to know.
Wright: Was that an adjustment, itself working with translators?
Gahring: I had done it before, but you forget--if you're going to
make some long statement and you're really mad, and you have to pause
every few words, it's really hard to maintain your train of thought,
especially if you're trying to make a point.
Wright: Loses that impact.
Gahring: Well, you forget where the heck you were going. [Laughter]
Wright: That may be some training for future work.
Gahring: Yes. You kind of wind -up thinking -I had a point to make
but], man, I was mad when I started, but I cannot remember where I
was going with it. [Laughter]
Wright: That might be a great topic for a psychologist to work on
that one. [Laughter]
Gahring: You wonder if the other guy's sitting there just saying,
"I don't know what this guy's talking about."
Wright: And then the poor translator. They have to sit there.
Gahring: I wish they would tell you, "You're looking like an
idiot." [Laughter]
Wright: They're just doing their job.
Gahring: Yes, usually, unfortunately, just being a translator.
Wright: You mentioned earlier that you had military training. Was
that a little awkward for you at first to work with the folks that
you had been trained at some point in time they were your enemy?
Gahring: I had pretty much gotten over that. Pretty much. Early on
I had a kind of hard time with them. I didn't care for them much.
Wright: Was that from the ISS?
Gahring: Yes. But once you get to know them, it's not so bad.
Wright: Was there a time during all this period that you were working,
kind of a low time that maybe you wished that you hadn't told Frank,
"I can do this"?
Gahring: Yes, in March or in April, when the experiments were just
really going south. The Russians were being very difficult, and Andy
wasn't getting his e-mail, and I was burned out and tired. I think
somewhere in there I offered to quit, too, because I just felt like
nobody back here was listening. It was worse than just not listening;
I felt like I was getting fought along the way, and I just told Jeff
Cardenas, "Go find somebody else. I've had it."
Wright: How was it resolved for you?
Gahring: Well, part way through that I thought, "I cannot leave,
because that would really screw over Andy, so I can't leave."
If they could find another lead, somebody else could take all the
flak. So I'd really had it then. But things worked out. And I was
right.
Wright: That period got over and something else happened.
Gahring: Yes, we found out what was wrong with the experiment, found
out they didn't know what they were talking about.
Wright: Was that a challenge itself to coordinate all the different
disciplines that were now under your supervision? You had all these
different people working different projects.
Gahring: It wasn't too bad, really, because the science people we
had were overall pretty good. But there's a lot of things. People
don't want to be confrontational, or they are burned out from working
all the increments all along, so you end up with all these open questions,
or some stupid idea comes down the pipeline that gets all the way
to you, and you're the one that has to say, "No," or you're
the point at which things get resolved, and after a while you think,
"Couldn't somebody else apply a neuron to this somewhere along
the way before I have to do this?" Then you've got this in-fighting
going on over there, and you just want to choke the--my God. I'm sure
it's just fatigue over there, partly, but it's resolving all the different
disciplines. The technical side of the job is not that hard; it's
dealing with all the people.
Wright: Everybody seems to have their own level of responsibility
and I guess they feel like it's the priority.
Gahring: Yes. Oh, yes. Yes. [Laughter]
Wright: Was that a nice way of saying it? [Laughter]
Gahring: Yes. The science guys think there shouldn't be any--what
else could possibly have priority? Then depending on what day it is,
Frank or somebody else might think, "Why are you working on science?
The first thing you're supposed to be doing is this." "Oh."
That's the way it has to work. Everybody pushes as hard as they can
for their little sliver of the world. Somebody has to be the umpire.
It's fun being the bad cop for a while, but after a while you don't
think anybody really cares; they just want somebody to be the bad
guy and handle it.
Wright: Was it easier to know that you knew there was a set amount
of time you were going to be there, that it was only four months?
Gahring: Five months.
Wright: Five months.
Gahring: Yes, I don't know. It was good that there was a horizon out
there. Yes, somebody would have gotten hurt if I had to stay on. [Laughter]
Wright: [Laughter] Maybe it's good you had the last increment.
Gahring: Yes, I think it is.
Wright: Did you feel from the Russians any hesitation from them that
before you, there was another ops lead, and before that person there
was another ops lead? Did they treat you the same as they did the
one before? Or do you feel like there was some time in there that
they had to get to know you before they treated you with respect?
Gahring: I think they test everybody that comes in. They just see
how much they can get away with. You should expect that going in.
They get away with varying degrees of stuff with different people.
Some of it, I think, they try on purpose, and some of it is just natural
creep back to the way they want things to be unless told otherwise.
But I think there is some of that. I personally think we should have
somebody there in station, have somebody there for a longer period
of time just for consistency, because that's the way their culture
works. They've got to get to know people. When we're sending a person
in every time, they know you're only there for so long, too. They're
just as sick of you as you are of them.
Wright: Most of the folks you were working with had long tenure with
their careers as far as the Russians are concerned?
Gahring: The Russians?
Wright: Right.
Gahring: Oh, jeez, yes. Most of those guys were ancient, had been
doing the same thing forever.
Wright: And the average age of your team members?
Gahring: Yes, like in the low thirties, probably, maybe younger.
Wright: At least you had enthusiasm.
Gahring: Yes. [Laughter] That's a good thing.
Wright: And some of your team members, they had been there for a long
time, or they just had returning trips?
Gahring: Well, my increment, it was a lot of the same people that
had been rotating, so they were all pretty experienced with being
there. I didn't have to deal with any of that.
Wright: Well, that helped.
Gahring: Some of them were new, but overall the experience level was
pretty high, and they all were fairly autonomous.
Wright: How is your Russian?
Gahring: My Russian stinks. It's okay, it's survival level. I can't
get a cheeseburger with no pickles or something. I can get along.
Wright: Is it something you'd like to pursue and get better at?
Gahring: If I was going to go back I would want, but I don't plan
on that. I'm not saying never. [Laughter]
Wright: You have learned something from this job.
Gahring: Yes.
Wright: Let's talk about your family experiences, because you were
fortunate that at least you could home at night and have the comfort
and warmth of your family there.
Gahring: Didn't have to make dinner.
Wright: You made dinner?
Gahring: No way.
Wright: [Laughter] Did your wife and kids have friends there?
Gahring: Many. The kids really had it hard, my wife did, too, because
they have quite a network back here. They found some friends over
there, a few. And the kids miss out on Little League and dance and
all that. After a while I think that really wears on them.
Wright: How about education? Did you put them into Russian schools?
Gahring: No, I wasn't going to do that. They could have gone to the
embassy school if I'd given up my per diem. I wasn't going to give
up my per diem because I wanted to take them Europe, and I wasn't
going to be able to afford that without per diem, so we home-schooled
them while they were there.
Wright: Well, that's a challenge in itself no matter where you are.
Gahring: Yes, well, that was my wife's. She handled that with varying
degrees of success.
Wright: That's school, though, in general.
Gahring: You just don't treat your mom like you do your teacher.
Wright: Were you able to go on to Europe and be able to do that?
Gahring: Yes, we went to Germany, Austria, Italy, just kind of a little
drive.
Wright: And that was pleasant?
Gahring: It was most excellent. It was very good. My wife came home
and said, "I save $500 from flying Aeroflot." I said, "I
don't think so." I said, "I work with these people every
day, deal with their customer service every day. I'll pay you $500,
I want to be on Lufthansa. I want to be treated like a customer. I
don't care what it costs."
Wright: And you were glad to get home.
Gahring: Yes. Well, it was good to go to Germany. It was good to get
back. It was kind of hard going back to Russia after that, but then
you knew you only had so much time left, and then it was great to
get home.
Wright: You haven't been home very long then, have you?
Gahring: I got home in early June. I went to the landing, which was
like on the tenth or twelfth, I don't really remember.
Wright: Twelfth, I think.
Gahring: Twelfth. And I came back here on the fourteenth, and I came
in the morning of the fifteenth and put in a leave slip, and I came
back to work, whatever the first Monday in July was.
Wright: Getting back into some kind of routine.
Gahring: Yes. Back to the land of ISO 9000 and staff meetings.
Wright: But you're not listening to Russian every day.
Gahring: I'd almost rather listen to Russian. [Laughter]
Wright: [Laughter] You were fortunate enough to be able to go to Russia
with ISS, and then you were part of the Shuttle-Mir, and now you're
back in the land of whatever norm is. How do you feel the Shuttle-Mir
Program will benefit the ISS Program?
Gahring: I don't think we could have done it without it. All those
things that you do first. Air Force has Red Flag and the Navy has
Top Gun, and one of the philosophies behind that is they said they
found out if a fighter pilot survives his first ten missions, then
he's probably going to do okay. I think Phase One was like our first,
a way to walk through those first gripping experiences without having
total responsibility for the whole station, and getting to know the
Russians. Coming up against these crisis points with the Russians,
and seeing how they react, and seeing what we do, without having all
of the responsibility for resolving it, and learning how to work together
on those things, that was invaluable. I don't know if many people
really know. We've gone over a lot of those first humps without really--
Wright: It seems like a lot's been accomplished in such a small amount
of time.
Gahring: Yes. It'll be a long time before people really appreciate
it. Some people never will. They don't care.
Wright: We've talked about the lowest point of your term there. Is
there a time that you remember as you were really glad that you volunteered
to do this, that you felt the success that you knew that that position
could have?
Gahring: Probably like three-quarters of the way through, after we'd
gotten past our major problems, and the light was out there at the
end of the tunnel, and you start thinking about what you're going
to have to go back to, and you start thinking, "You know, this
is a pretty good job." You've got a small team of people who
pretty much know what they're doing, other than being a little dysfunctional
family, and some points we're getting to go to this foreign country,
you've got a small team, you're in charge. It's a relatively noble
goal, and you're getting to report at a high level, although it isn't
appreciated by a lot of the middle management, or a lot of people
didn't really think Phase One was that much, but it was a good program.
It was a good thing to have done. I don't care what anybody says.
It was a nice way to serve, a nice thing to do.
Wright: You have to admit, it was different.
Gahring: Yes, but that's a good different.
Wright: Did it meet your expectations, or did you have expectations
when you walked into the job?
Gahring: I think overall it did, yes. It wasn't too hard. We didn't
have any of the crises of some of the other missions, major. It was
not too bad.
Wright: I'm sure most people involved were glad that this one was
kind of a calm one.
Gahring: Yes. Well, I wasn't. I didn't want anybody to get hurt, but
it would be nice to have to go up against something.
Wright: Well, Andy might differ with that. [Laughter]
Gahring: Oh, yes. I'm sure he felt like he was up against plenty.
[Laughter]
Wright: I'm going to ask Paul and Summer if they have any questions.
Rollins: You said something about you and Frank knew each other in
a former life; you were Air Force and he was Navy. How did that turn
out?
Gahring: I was the lead flight director in Sunnyvale for a DOD [Department
of Defense] payload, and he was the pilot for STS-38.
Wright: So this was working with him in a totally different capacity.
Gahring: Yes, but it was good. I knew Jim VanLaak quite a bit from
before, too. He's the one that hired me on MOD into station. They
both saved me. I was going to leave after ISS, because I'd had more
than enough; I was burned out. If it hadn't been for Phase One, I'd
probably be gone.
Wright: This is like shock treatment? They put you into Phase One
to keep you going?
Gahring: It was great. I'd much rather be on an operational program,
doing real things than talking about stuff.
Rollins: Or shuffling papers.
Gahring: That drives me nuts. Arguing about stuff that doesn't matter.
Rollins: What time of day was it when they'd call up? Would it be
at eight o'clock here in Houston?
Gahring: No, it'd probably be six-thirty or seven.
Rollins: How long would y'all talk?
Gahring: Not very long; ten, fifteen minutes. You just wanted to know.
He cheats. [Laughter] He calls and then he goes into his staff meeting
and asks his people what's going on. And then he says, "No, that's
not what's going on. This is what's going on."
Wright: [Laughter] Sounds like a move of a smart manager. He knows
his people well.
Gahring: He's pretty wired, yes.
Wright: He's a commander from all aspects, I guess.
Gahring: Yes. I like him a lot.
Wright: Summer, do you have any questions?
Bergen: No.
Wright: Well, would you do it again?
Gahring: No. I won't do it again. I think it was an excellent thing
to do once. If I had that to do over again, I would do it again, actually.
I won't go back.
Wright: You think the position and the way that the team was set up
in Russia, is that a necessity for ISS, or would you suggest making
changes? Or is it too early even to predict that?
Gahring: Well, it's not going to be nearly as much fun in Phase Two,
because there's way too many people involved now. Everybody in this
whole thing is so Shuttle-centered. Now they'll all pile on, there
will be a lot more people involved, and you won't have the same autonomy
as before. The team will get bigger. It won't be the same again. That
was fun. It won't be fun anymore, I don't think.
I think there are some flaws in the way it's set up. Because you're
there for five months, five months is almost as bad as you can get.
You can't sell your house, you can't let things drop back here, but
you're gone, and it doesn't pay to change your address and all that
stuff, but you're going to have to deal with your bills and your mail
and everything else, and the kids in school. I can pull them out of
school and home-school them once. I can't continuously yank them in
and out of school. I just can't do that. You're going to have to be
single or divorced or about to be to keep doing that. You just can't
do that.
Wright: Are they adjusting well being back home now? They fall right
back into a routine?
Gahring: Oh, yes. We had hoped that they would learn that they don't
need nearly as much, they would see that other people are getting
by. All they did was pent up a little capitalism and head straight
to the mall when we got back.
Wright: [Laughter] Went to the grocery store to buy the things that
they want to eat.
Gahring: Yes, and drive around in their own car, go where they want
when they want.
Wright: The traffic a little more tolerable here?
Gahring: Oh, yes. [Laughter] There's no oncoming cars in your lane,
no dead pedestrians.
Rollins: Do you feel that the crew members on Mir were safer than
you were in that van?
Gahring: I'd like to think so. There's a whole group of people looking
out for you. You've just got this driver who doesn't even speak English.
Oh, my God.
Wright: Did y'all feel safe when you were there?
Gahring: No. I mean, overall yes, but it's not Kansas. It's a dangerous
place. You get hurt, you can't just turn to somebody. If you come
up in the middle of a fight, you don't know who the good guy is or
the bad buy is, and you don't know if this is about to go asymptotic
You don't know what you're in the middle of. Some grungy over there
might be the safest guy on the road, and this well-dressed guy over
here might be a mafia guy. You just don't know.
Wright: Did you personally feel, when you got home, there was something
specific you wanted to do as soon as you hit Houston? Something you
missed?
Gahring: Actually, I took care of that when I was in Florida. I wanted
a big old steak and a baked potato and a salad, and I didn't want
to have to worry about what the word was or what I wanted. I just
wanted to eat it.
Wright: And be happy. [Laughter]
Gahring: Yes. Go to the beach.
Wright: I guess maybe the word is you were able to relax once you
got home?
Gahring: Yes. Well, as soon as the wheels leave the ground in Moscow,
that's a major emotional event, number one. Then when you land in
the U.S., if you just get to the U.S. you can handle any problem.
I can pull out my Visa or my American Express, and I can fix anything.
I can tell you what I want, or I can pick up the phone and it'll work,
I don't have to have eighty different kinds of tokens or count rubles.
I went to the grocery store when I was in Cocoa Beach to buy a Pepsi,
a twelve-pack of Pepsi. I went in there at it was like $2.89. So I
went, "Okay, what's that in dollars?" So I divided by six,
and I went, "That ain't right, let's multiply by six." I
multiplied by six, and I thought, "God, that's too much. Oh,
it's $2.89."
Wright: No wonder your brain's kind of tired.
Gahring: Yes.
Wright: Nothing was simple.
Gahring: No. Everything's a chore.
Wright: We hope that the next few months are somewhat relaxing and
you can enjoy the rest of the summer and get back on some routine
with your family.
Gahring: Oh, yes. We're already back.
Wright: Well, we're glad that you took time out of your schedule to
come visit with us. We appreciate it.
Gahring: No problem.
Wright: Thank you again.
Gahring: Good thing to do.
Wright: Thanks. [Tape recorder turned off; then activated again for
the following.]
Gahring: Andy [Thomas] called down and he said that he had picked
up the photo TV check list, and he had looked at the contingency page,
and he had gotten quite a laugh. He appreciated that because it was
the first good laugh he had had in months. I said, "Oh, that's
great," but I had no idea what he was talking about. [Laughter]
So I called back to Houston. I said, "What's in the photo TV
checklist?" This is the photo TV checklist, contingency tab.
This is the picture they took at the last training session, the last
NASA-7 training session. It says, "Everything will be fine."
It's got this pull tab. The photo TV people put that thing up.
Wright: That's terrific.
Rollins: That was always your definitive statement.
Gahring: That's right. "Everything's fine. Just carry on."
Kept telling Andy that in orbit, too.
Rollins: That's great.
Wright: And it was.
Gahring: Yes. Good thing.
Wright: Or you'd have to have your picture replaced.
Gahring: Yes. Come back and have scars drawn on it and stuff.
Wright: Well, maybe Andy will hang that in his house. Or maybe you
can hang that in your house.
Gahring: Yes.
Wright: It's a good thing he read that, or it could have been one
of those secrets that nobody would able have been able to know.
Gahring: Well, we tell him every now and then, "Refer to photo
TV checklist contingency tab."
Wright: Secret code. Thanks.
[End of interview]