NASA Shuttle-Mir Oral
History Project
Edited Oral History Transcript
Wendy
B. Lawrence
Interviewed by Rebecca Wright
Houston, Texas – 21 July 1998
Wright: Today
is July 21, 1998. We're speaking with Wendy Lawrence, astronaut with
the Shuttle-Mir Program. It's Rebecca Wright, Paul Rollins, and Frank
Tarazona. Thank you again for taking time out of your schedule.
Lawrence: Sure. You're welcome.
Wright: And we know you just returned, not just a few weeks ago, from
a flight. Would you like to begin by telling us how you feel, and
what your experiences have been since you've been home?
Lawrence: Well, I think everyone thinks that the job of an astronaut
is rather glamorous, and I'm always amazed that when we come back
from a flight, where you've spent many, many months preparing and
you've been very, very busy in space, usually with the help of lots
of people on the ground, and the mission is a great success, then
you come back and you very quickly get wrapped up in the mundane things
of life, and so I think that's where all of us in the [STS] 91 crew
are now, is we're back to the mundane aspect of life, dealing with
the snail mail and the E-mail.
You have to fight hard to remember and preserve the memories of the
flight. It's amazing just how quickly you're forced to almost leave
that behind and move on to other things, and before you know it, it
feels like it was long ago that you actually did the flight. It already
feels like it was months ago that we actually docked with Mir for
the last time and said goodbye to the cosmonauts on board and closed
the hatch for the final time of the Phase One Program.
Wright: Did the time seem to go quickly while you were there?
Lawrence: It always goes very quickly on orbit, unfortunately. That's
the philosophy of a short-duration mission, is to maximize every moment
while you're up there. With a long-duration mission, you know that
you have time and you don't have to work as furiously to get everything
done. During our ten days, we were very, very busy, I think at times
to the detriment of being able just to enjoy each other's company,
to go over and spend some time in the Mir base block and get a chance
to talk with your Russian counterparts. Certainly it's difficult to
grab a couple of minutes just to look out the window. You have to
fight to protect that time, also.
Wright: You have specific duties when you're on these flights.
Lawrence: Yes, yes.
Wright: And have they differed from this last time or the time before,
when you were there?
Lawrence: Well, the time before was a unique situation, because I
was originally on the STS-86 crew as simply a mission specialist who
was going up to Mir, and not to return on that flight. I got replaced
about six weeks prior to launch, so my roles changed as well, when
I was no longer the long-duration crew member.
So, on 86, because I got added to that crew so late, there weren't
a lot of responsibilities that I could be given and have time to train
for, so my focus on that flight was to get the U.S. laboratory set
up for Dave Wolf, who was going to be the NASA-6 crew member. On 91,
I was a member of the crew from the onset, so certainly my roles on
that flight, there were more of them and the responsibilities were
greater. On 91, I served as the flight engineer during ascent entry,
and then while we were docked, I was in charge of all the transfers,
so you can imagine during the dock time frame, I was very busy making
sure that we got our 6,000 pounds of logistics transferred between
the two vehicles.
Wright: This is, of course, how you ended your time with Phase One,
but you began your time with Phase One back when?
Lawrence: It was kind of special for me, because during the mission
was my three-year anniversary of working in the Phase One Program.
I started in June of '95, after I had completed my first mission and
had finished all my post-flight responsibilities. In June of '95,
I started full-time language training, because at that time we thought
that I would be going over to Russia to train as John Blaha's backup
for the NASA-4 long-duration flight. But Norm [Norman] Thagard had
completed the first one, Shannon [Lucid] was scheduled for the second
one, Jerry Linenger for the third, John Blaha for the fourth, and
Scott Parazynski for the fifth.
So I started a Russian language training program that was to end around
the end of September, so I could go over in October to start training,
as I said, to be John Blaha's backup. Well, come about late August,
early September, I began to hear rumblings that Scott Parazynski was
too tall, and that it was not likely that he would be allowed to continue
the training because he was too tall to fit in the Soyuz seat, the
special seat in the Soyuz spacecraft. So we knew that was going to
change the order a little bit, and people were scratching their heads
and trying to work around the situation, and I continued to study
language.
Late September, I had an opportunity to go over to Hamilton Standard
and try on the Russian Orlon spacesuit, which is the suit they use
for their space walks. When I was there, I ran into one of the flight
surgeons who said, "I just came across this memo from the Russians
that said the minimum height now for Soyuz has been changed from 160
centimeters to 164 centimeters." I looked at the flight surgeon,
I said, "Oh, we have a problem. I'm 160 centimeters exactly.
If it's 164, then I'm not qualified anymore."
So he got me a copy of the memo, and I walked into the chief of the
astronaut office's office. The chief at that time was Bob Cabana.
I said, "Bob, we have a small problem. Look at this memo. I don't
fit. I don't meet these qualifications."
He looked at me and he said, "You're kidding!" He had never
seen the memo before. They had been sent directly to the Space Station
program, and not to the Phase One Program. So at that point I was
literally four days from leaving for Russia, and the decision was
made that I would still leave on that trip to go to Russia, in hopes
that once I was there, we could get an agreement with the Russians
for me to go to the place where the seat liners for the Soyuz seat
are made, and get measured by the experts.
Well, I went over to Russia and they were not able to complete all
the arrangements for me to get measured. The Russians just basically
said, "No, we can't make it happen this trip."
So I came on back, and Bob Cabana, at that point, asked me if I would
be willing to go back over as the Director of Operations [-Russia],
and I said, "Sure." So I, at that point, continued to work
in the Phase One Program in a capacity of kind of a crew representative,
was working some mission issues for Shannon and John, trying to do
some procedures verification, and help the principal investigators
develop their payloads. I was basically the crew representative back
in Houston, so that John and Shannon would have somebody here to help
them with their mission preparation. So myself and Rhea Seddon and
Bill Hartwell were working those issues.
I continued my language training, and then in March of '96, I went
over to be the director. Once I got over there, the Russians measured
me. It just was a matter, I think, of, they had to get to know me
first, and so once I'd been there about a month, at that point it
looked like it was likely that we were going to expand the Phase One
Program to have seven astronauts stay on board and do a total of nine
docking flights. So in April, I went off to the corporation that makes
the seats, and they measured me and said I fit, no problem. They made
my seat liner and they officially put me into the Russian spacesuit
at that time, the one for EVAs, and had me do a functional checkout.
It was clear to all of us that I just did not fit that suit. I could
not get my hands down in the gloves fully when it was pressurized.
So Valery Ryumin [Russian Phase 1 Program Manager] wrote a letter,
granting me a waiver, saying that I could start training for a flight
on Mir, provided that I would never, ever be considered for a space
walk in the Russian spacesuit. So that letter, and after I finished
my DOR tour in--actually, I started training for my increment, which
would have been the sixth flight, in September, around the first part
of September '96, while I was still working as DOR. My relief, [Michael]
Mike Lopez-Alegria, came in late September, early October, I think,
and we turned over as quickly I could, and I went to focus on training
full time.
Wright: Became a home away from home, I think. You were there for
so long.
Lawrence: Yes, it did. And as most people know, the whole nature of
the program changed when the Progress resupply vehicle collided with
the station in June, and for a while there, it looked like none of
us were going to get a chance to go up to Mir. It looked like it would
probably be the end of the program, but the Russians persevered.
Then they became focused on repairing Spektr with space walks. They
were adamant about that. They were very determined that that was the
course of action that they wanted to take, and based on that, both
sides felt that all three crew members on board should be able to
do an EVA in a Russian suit, and it would be an opportunity for U.S.
astronauts to get some more space walk experience, particularly in
the Russian suit.
So, let's see. July of '97, towards the end of that month, I was replaced
with my backup, and I have to give a lot of kudos to Bob Cabana. He
felt pretty adamant about making sure that my participation in the
Phase One Program at that point would be rewarded. What most people
didn't know at that time, that I knew, was that I would fly on 86
and fly on 91, so that's why a lot of reporters just couldn't understand
why I wasn't devastated. I knew that I was getting two space flights
out of it, and that I would walk right off of 86, which I did. I literally
walked right off of 86. Right after landing, Charlie Precourt was
at the Cape, and two of the crew members from 91 were there, serving
as family escorts, Dom Gorie and Janet Kavanti. I literally hadn't
been back on Earth more than about four or five hours, and we were
already having a crew meeting. [Laughter]
Wright: No rest for you.
Lawrence: I looked at Charlie and said, "Hey, just give me a
couple weeks to wrap up the debriefs and I'm ready to go." I
mean, that wasn't a bad deal for me. Dave Wolf got a space walk out
of it, and I got to fly twice and got to fly on 91 as the flight engineer,
which is a job that I really enjoy doing, so I think we were both
satisfied with how everything worked out.
Wright: Reading the debriefs from [C. Michael] Mike Foale, he many,
many times complimented the work and how well that you were able to
transfer so much of the cargo and stow, and just set up everything,
ready to go, for Dave Wolf.
Lawrence: Well, that was a daunting task that had been placed on the
shoulders of the previous astronauts, and that's something they had
all debriefed, was that we had a very ambitious science program. From
the moment the new astronaut got on board Mir, they wanted them to
start full-time science operations, without any opportunity, really,
to unpack, get settled into a new environment, to get a good, thorough
brief by the astronaut who had been on board for four months, about,
you know, just the daily to-do's of living, you know, what you needed
to do to live on Mir, to eat, to bathe, to sleep, what the typical
schedule was like, how you needed to communicate with the ground,
you know, what are really some critical essentials, essential knowledge
that that person was going to need for the next four months, and yet
we had this, like I said, an ambitious science program that was driving
them to a full day of doing operations.
I just thought, psychologically, that has got to be so overwhelming,
where you have this Shuttle crew that comes in, which the Russians
jokingly call "the hurricane," and we deliver thousands
of pounds of equipment, and we put all this science hardware in. In
the beginning of the program, you had two modules you could put it
in--Priroda and Spektr--and in the end, just Priroda, but to transfer
all this and then to say goodbye, close the hatch, and leave the long-duration
astronaut with all this stuff to sort through, I thought, you know,
that's not the way that we should be doing business. That does not
get a person off to the type of start that you want to get them off
to.
It was a simple matter, the fact that I really did have a more in-depth
knowledge of the experiments than Dave did, because he had been the
backup until just six weeks before the mission, so I felt that that
was the role that I could best fulfill on 86, was to set up his lab
for him and get all that unpacked. That's something that we've suggested
for Phase Two, the ISS [International Space Station], and it's going
to be difficult to implement it, but I do think, psychologically,
that's what we ought to do for the long-duration crew member.
Wright: Was Mir, when you actually got to see it, anything like you
had expected?
Lawrence: I purposely did not go see "Mission to Mir," because
I wanted my first impression to be pure, so to speak. I didn't want
to get tipped off. I mean, I had heard Shannon and John and Jerry
all come back and say, "It is not at all like what you trained
in, in Star City. It does not resemble the mockups, only the basic
structure, but it's a completely different beast." So I had heard
all those comments, and I was ready for a Mir that was packed with
stuff, but I didn't want to go see the movie because I really wanted
to have some pure initial impressions.
Everything they said was completely accurate. There was just an amazing
amount of stuff there. But generally, for something that had been
in space for twelve years, it looked in pretty good condition. The
cosmonaut crews over the years had kept it in good shape, and are
still working hard to keep it in good shape. In fact, Mir looked better
this past time, on 91, than it did on 86. So you have to give them
compliments because it takes a lot of effort, at this point, to keep
that thing up and running, to keep it in good shape, and they're able
to do it.
Wright: Could you share some of your experiences while you were training
in Russia, what it was like to be there, so far away from home, and
the differences of how they train here compared to there?
Lawrence: Well, I think the biggest problem was the language. If you
looked at the instructors, I don't think there was a significant difference
between instructors over there and instructors over here. They were
very committed to their task, which was preparing cosmonauts and astronauts
to perform their mission. Instructors on both sides of the ocean,
they know their area of expertise very well, and they spend a lot
of hours making sure that they're able to answer the most in-depth
question from the crew members that they're training, so they are
truly professionals.
The frustrating part was trying to do it in another language, when
you felt like you didn't have the level of proficiency that you needed,
so I think that was a constant frustration for most of us over there,
was always feeling like we weren't 100 percent sure of what the person
was saying, you know, being able to catch maybe 80 percent of the
conversation rather than 100 percent, and always having to focus so
hard on what they were saying, trying to make sure you understood
it, and then the frustration of not being able to exactly ask the
question that you wanted to ask, because your vocabulary didn't enable
you to do that.
To me, that was the biggest frustration of being over there. Not so
much the differences in systems, but in methods of teaching, I should
say, was that I was having to do it in another language, which, I
really would have loved to have had another year of nothing but full-time
language training, so I could've gone over there and then started
the training program. I think it would have been much easier.
Wright: Did you speak Russian almost all day when you were there?
Lawrence: Well, the NASA office kind of became the--we had a handful
of Americans over there, and the Russians that we had hired, the three
secretaries and interpreters in the office, all spoke English extremely
well, so you tended to speak English over at the office, usually because
by the end of the day, you were tired of having to do everything in
another language.
So typically, from about nine to six, Monday through Friday, you operated
in a Russian world and you listened to Russian all day long and you
spoke in Russian, and it was really nice at the end of the day to
stop by the office and switch back to your native language, because
your brain was just tired, it was wrung out at that point.
Wright: Have you ever encountered anything like this before?
Lawrence: I had learned Spanish in high school. Growing up in Southern
California, that was the logical thing to do, but Spanish is an easier
language to learn. Being a romance language, I think it's more akin
to the language we speak. Russian is a Slavic language, derived from
that, and it's a different alphabet, a different way of handling grammar
and conjugation and it's a harder language to learn.
Wright: And of course, too, you became part of that culture, as well.
Lawrence: Well, yes and no. I think even though we lived over there,
you don't necessarily--it's like people who come to the United States,
you live in the United States, but you don't necessarily lose the
culture that you've come from. If we had stayed there longer, I think
we would have been more immersed in the Russian culture, but, truthfully,
probably the longest period I spent there continuously was four months,
and then you would have trips back to the U.S. for training, that
would be about a month long. So I think it's a little bit more difficult
to get immersed in a culture when you're not in a country for a long
period of time.
Wright: Did you ever have a chance to see the country for the country,
and not as a training ground?
Lawrence: I made, let's see, probably two trips, really, outside of
the Moscow region. One was to Tiksi, up about seventy-two degrees
latitude in the Arctic Circle, about 6,000 kilometers from Moscow,
and the other one was down to the Black Sea, to Djubka, Russia, but
that was really the extent of it. I would have loved to have traveled
more, but when I was DOR, that was just out of the question. There
was absolutely no time to do that, and then when I was training, I
felt like I really needed to study on the weekends, so I didn't even
have a chance to make it up to St. Petersburg, unfortunately.
Wright: Planning a trip back soon? Is there anything else over there
for you?
Lawrence: No. I hate the trip, to be completely honest. Going over
to Russia is a full day, leaving Houston, and usually we flew through
Amsterdam. You leave like four in the afternoon, and by the time you
landed in Amsterdam it's ten o'clock the next morning, their time,
and by the time you get into Moscow, it's two or three in their afternoon.
You've been up all night, you're exhausted. The Moscow airport is--I
don't know if any other people have talked about it, but it's a free-for-all,
first come, first served. The concept of well-ordered lines doesn't
exist over there, so clearing Customs can be overwhelming at times.
And then the trip back, usually you end up being up about twenty-four
hours, so I didn't like the travel aspect of it.
I didn't mind actually living over in Russia, but the travel to and
from, I felt it was really hard. It took a lot out of you. I think
the benefit of the Phase One Program over the Phase Two program is
we did get to stay in Russia for longer periods of time, and we weren't
traveling every month or every other month, which, I think, over the
long haul, will take a lot out of a person. Better ways to do it.
Wright: Over these last few years, certainly you've had a lot happen,
in one way or the other. Is there a significant episode or something
that you'll always remember as being one of the highlights of being
part of the Phase One Program?
Lawrence: I think finally having an opportunity to see Mir, after
having spent so much time in Russia, you know, just working on the
Phase One Program, and then studying to be a crew member, I think,
on 86, the rendezvous was pretty exciting, because, you know, at long
last I finally got to see the station and then dock with it, and interact
with the cosmonauts on board.
The fly-around on 86, I think, will always be very memorable. It's
one of those situations where you just kind of step back and just
take it all in. It's like, we have these two 100-ton spacecrafts that
are literally doing this dance around one another, while both of them
are traveling around the Earth at 17,500 miles per hour. And then
Mir, the modules are white, and with the sun shining on them, they
absolutely glisten, and then that, set against the very, very blackness
of space, is a strikingly beautiful sight. I think that's a memory
I'll have all of my life, was just the beauty of that moment.
But then the fact that we were doing this in space and that two different
countries that had formerly been enemies were now closely cooperating,
so that we could maneuver these vehicles around one another. And the
same thing on 91, we got to repeat that process, but on 91, I think,
for both Charlie Precourt and myself--I think Charlie had had three
flights to Mir, and then I was on my second trip--closing the hatch
was hard for both of us, because it was the end of a program that
both of us had spent many, many years participating in, but I think
we went out on a good note. It was closure for me.
I told Bob Cabana at one point in time, and he asked me if I wanted
to fly on 91, and I said, "Yes, I do, because I want to finish
the Phase One Program. I've invested three years." You know,
at that point, around two and a half years of my life in the program,
and I said, "I want to bring this program to a successful conclusion,
and I think 91 will be a very fitting way to do that, to go on the
last flight." I think that flight went well, although we weren't
able to find the leak in Spektr, but I think the flight, in general,
went well. As I said, it was a great way to close out what has been
a very successful program.
Wright: How was it to close out the program with the director from
the Mir side up on board, the man who gave you the papers for you
to be able to be certified? He was right there with you.
Lawrence: It was interesting to watch Valery's [Ryumin] reaction.
Here was a guy that had helped designed the Mir. It was a neat opportunity
to him to actually see, on orbit, what he had been such a significant
part of, but I think it was also very interesting for me to see his
initial reaction, because, basically, the folks on the ground, the
people in Moscow who work at the Control Center, really had no concept
of what Mir looked like on the inside. They had lost track. And Valery
said it himself, he said, "After about three years of operation,
we completely lost track of what was on board Mir."
I can remember after the first dock day, he came over, he said, "What
do you think? What do you think about Mir? It looks so different than
Shuttle. Shuttle is clean and systems look good. And Mir, it looks
old, it looks tired, and there's all this stuff." [Laughter]
I had already been there. It was like, "Well, yeah, Valery, I
know that. You know, crews coming back could have told you that."
But I think it was just, to watch his first-hand reactions was another
interesting aspect of this program. It was neat, because I guess it's
like a parent watching their child succeed at something. You could
see that aspect in him. You know, here was the parent who was getting
to see how well his child had done. I think anybody who gets to observe
a situation like that finds it to be pretty rewarding.
Wright: It must be a great feeling to watch, or exchange that with
each of your crew members as you all were docking the two spacecraft
together, and just knowing that that feeling of success that you all
were all sharing, each time that you've gone, to know that, as a crew,
that you were able to do that.
Lawrence: Well, it's any crew that comes back after a flight. I mean,
there's a lot of work that goes into it, not just by the crew, but
by hundreds of people down on the ground. When the Shuttle lands,
everybody can take satisfaction in the fact that the mission has gone
well, because many, many people have worked very, very long hours
to pull that off. So, yes, like I say, right after you land, you feel
great, wow, mission's over, it went well, and then, poof, before you
know it, you're back to the mundane things. You're like, "Did
we go fly? We did this, right?" [Laughter]
Wright: And the word "short duration" all of a sudden comes
true.
Lawrence: Oh, yes, I mean, it passes so quickly, and then before you
know it, you're not--you're just not allowed to dwell on the memories,
because you're very quickly moved off into other areas, and there
are a lot of to-do's after the flight that have to be taken care of
immediately. It would be nice to be able to savor the moment a little
bit longer, but that doesn't happen.
Wright: Are you glad you got a chance to participate in Phase One?
Lawrence: Oh yes, yes. Yes, because it was an operational program.
It was an operational space station, and I like that aspect. After
having worked as a crew support person and going to meeting after
meeting, talking about what needed to be done, it was nice, one, to
get over to Russia and have an opportunity to actually do things,
and, two, to train for a mission on something that was already built
and operating. I think that's the key difference between Phase One
and Phase Two.
Phase Two, we're talking about putting this thing together, and in
Phase One, you knew it was already there and you knew you were going
to have a flight. I think, from that aspect, that's the key difference.
Phase One was an operational program and Phase Two, first, it's construction,
so a lot of it is on paper right now.
I think at times it's hard to keep your motivation when you don't
really have a lot of hardware to look at, and in the case for those
of us who trained for a flight on the Mir, even though the mock-ups
didn't look anything like it, at least we could go to the mockups,
we could see that, and we could see video that came down from the
Mir, and we could see pictures that had been taken by previous flights.
That aspect, I think I really enjoyed in Phase One, was that we were
talking about real, no kidding missions to a space station. They were
not just on paper.
Wright: Real-time experience. And what's next for you?
Lawrence: Oh, I'm at the bottom of the list. [Laughter] So I tell
people, they say, "What are you going to do next?" Well,
one, I'm going to go on vacation, and two, having done back-to-back
flights, I'll have to pay my dues. [Laughter]
Wright: But it was great while it lasted.
Lawrence: Oh, it was great. Right now I'm trying to help Marcia Ivins
with some of the stowage issues for the International Space Station.
Where do we put everything? So we have an exercise this week to kind
of recreate the flight deck and the mid-deck and the Spacehab area
of STS-91, to show some people the difficulties of doing logistics
flights, from the Shuttle crew members' point of view. So I think
I'll be wrapped up in that for a while, just trying to figure out
the best way, since it looks like from here on out, the Shuttle, primarily,
is going to be a logistics carrier.
We need to get a little bit better at how we do that, and we certainly
need to think long and hard about how we're going to stow things on
ISS so that we don't go off and recreate the Mir, and Valery Ryumin
has said that himself. You know, we really have to keep track of what
goes up to the International Space Station, or in three years it will
look just like Mir, and that's not satisfactory. We have got to learn
lessons from the Phase One Program and pass on those lessons to Phase
Two, and do it better.
Wright: Have you enjoyed working with all the international partners?
Lawrence: I've only worked with Russia, so one international partner.
I have not really been involved in Phase Two in any significant capacity.
I've heard people talk about what it's like to try and bring everybody
together and get a consensus, but my only experience is working with
the Russians and working with them in a program where we were guests
on their station. So, some of my experience in Phase One doesn't necessarily
apply to Phase Two, because it is a joint station with everyone making
contributions; it's not controlled by one partner.
Wright: Did most go well or smoothly when you were working with your--
Lawrence: It takes a long time to get things accomplished in Russia.
That's my one comment about that situation, is, it takes a while to
learn how things are structured over there. It takes a longer period
of time to figure out who you really need to talk to, to get something
done, and then I found that it took a long time to get things accomplished.
Some of it is just based on lack of communications over there. Their
telephone system, its infrastructure is not as good as ours over here,
and there isn't E-mail. You have to go visit people, and then you
have to try and catch them into their office, and so you just had
to take a different approach over there. I can make a long to-do list,
but I've got to keep in mind that I may not get anything crossed off
it today. I learned that you really have to be persistent over there
in trying to get things done.
But we drive the Russians nuts, because, you know, they come over
here, and we want to go boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. We just
want to go through this long list of things, and they take a different
approach. It's cultural. We're a very fast-paced society, and we want
to see results and we want to see them now, and the Russians are,
you know, "We've got time. We get it done today, we get it done
tomorrow. We'll get it done, but it doesn't really matter which day
we do it." That's a cultural difference that I'm not sure we're
going to change any time soon, but I think over the course of the
Phase One Program, we've understood each other's differences a little
bit better, and we've learned how to work with them a little bit better.
Wright: And that's an accomplishment there, I'm sure.
Lawrence: Yes. Yes, we've learned how to communicate. We've figured
out who we need to talk to about certain issues, so I think that,
more than anything, it's probably the lasting legacy of Phase One,
is that it gave us an opportunity to learn how to work with one another.
Wright: Paul, you have a question?
Rollins: Yes. When did you decide that you wanted to be an astronaut,
and what did you do to be able to succeed in that effort?
Lawrence: I decided I wanted to be an astronaut when I was sitting
in front of a black and white television, when I was ten years old,
watching Neil Armstrong walk on the moon. My mother's father had been
in the Navy, had gone to the [U.S.] Naval Academy and gone into naval
aviation. My dad went to the Naval Academy, went into naval aviation.
So I grew up surrounded by planes, and certainly developed a fascination
for them. I also knew that a lot of the first astronauts had gone
to the Naval Academy and been naval aviators, so I thought, kill two
birds with one stone; I'll go to the Naval Academy and I'll become
a naval aviator, always keeping in the back of my mind that where
I wanted the path to lead was to NASA.
So I got good enough grades in high school that I could qualify for
the Naval Academy, and went there, and worked hard at the Naval Academy
so I could get one of the aviation slots for women, and went to Pensacola,
got my wings, flew helicopters for a while, and then got some more
education, and in August of '92, came down here to start training
as an astronaut candidate.
Rollins: You did everything right.
Wright: Your path here and to the Mir was one that not many women
have chosen. Did you ever feel like you were treated any differently
because you were female?
Lawrence: No. No. Certainly I think NASA's one of the best environments
that I've worked at, for that, and I think it's because by the time
somebody gets down here and is selected to be an astronaut, they're
very well established in their own career fields, a very mature, accomplished
group of people, accomplished to the point that I think a lot of the
competitive aspect is gone, and they're secure in their career fields
and what they've accomplished, and they just don't focus in on differences
between people. I think also, in the astronaut office you already
have pilots and mission specialists, so that's the division that exists
over there, if you're going to segregate people; it's pilots and mission
specialists. But I think people are pretty much color blind to whether
or not you're male, female, and what your race is and your other background
is, and even color blind to the fact of whether you're military or
civilian.
We basically realize, particularly when you're assigned to the crew,
we are the people that are responsible for getting this mission accomplished,
and so you very quickly realize that we have to come together as a
crew or we're not going to be able to pull it off. It's a good environment
to work in, with respect to what we've been talking about.
Wright: Everybody has a task and a lot of them, I guess.
Lawrence: Yes. [Laughter] If the training flow doesn't kill you.
Wright: We thank you. We appreciate taking your time.
Lawrence: Sure. I think Charlie Precourt says he's on his way over
here.
Wright: Good.
Lawrence: He was already giving an interview when I left to come over
here, so he's probably, he's in the groove.
Rollins: He's in the mood.
Lawrence: He's in the mood. Actually, I just gave one earlier today,
too, but it was little bit shorter, and we talked about some other
stuff.
Wright: Must be the day to interview, then.
Lawrence: Yes, well, I think so. And Alicia said, "How about
Tuesday, right after your other one? We'll just do it on Tuesday."
"Okay. Whatever works."
Wright: Well, we wish you luck. We hope that the missions will be
many for you, and you can go visit the ISS, and then you can compare
it to the--
Lawrence: Yes. Well, boy, we've got to get it built first. Charlie
[Precourt] will probably talk about that some more, but that's one
of the things that we've been saying in our debrief, is we've done
it really well, we've learned a lot over Phase One. From the early
days, he can compare it from '71 to '91, the first few flights, we
were still learning how to do this logistics transfer, and we got
really good at the end of the process, but we had the benefit of dealing
with a mature station, and now we have to go and do it with a station
that we're trying to assemble, so we've got to get a little bit better
in how we do this to make sure we can pull it off. So that's what
we've been talking about to the folks, is how we can better accomplish
this mission and gain some efficiency. It's the reason why we're going
over to Building Nine on Thursday, to show people what our mid-deck
looked like, to try and figure out how to do this a little bit better.
Wright: Good luck with it all.
Lawrence: Thanks.
[End of interview]