NASA Johnson Space Center
Oral History Project
Edited Oral History Transcript
Sandra
J. Griffin
Interviewed by Sandra Johnson
Hunt, Texas – 9 July 2019
Note:
Sandra J. Griffin made significant edits to this transcript during
her review. The changes are not indicated, and as a result, the text
no longer matches the archived audio recording.
Johnson: Today is July 9th, 2019. This interview with Sandy Griffin
is being conducted in Hunt, Texas, for the JSC Oral History Project.
The interviewer is Sandra Johnson, assisted by Jennifer Ross-Nazzal.
I want to thank you again for agreeing to talk to us and letting us
see your beautiful home.
Griffin: You’re
welcome.
Johnson: We’d
like to start today just by asking you about your background. Your
childhood, your education, and where you met Gerry [Gerald D. Griffin].
Griffin: That’s
easy. I actually grew up here in Kerrville. I’m a native—well,
I moved to Kerrville when I was two years old. My dad was a German
baker and the bakery here was owned by an old German man named Carl
[H.] Wolfmueller. Neither of his sons wanted to inherit the bakery,
so brought in a young lion to take over his business, and it was my
dad.
My dad was good. He was young. I was two and my sister, who is my
only sibling, was a baby, and we moved here from Brownwood [Texas],
which I never claimed again after I moved to Kerrville. I was very
much a snob about Kerrville, and I loved everything about it. We eventually
owned the bakery here in Kerrville. I grew up here. I had a very idyllic
life and wouldn’t have traded it for the world. It was a perfect
time to be alive and perfect place to live.
I was born in ’36, which meant WWII played an active and major
role in my life. We lived behind the bakery in a house that had originally
been Florence Butt’s homestead. Mrs. Butt owned the little grocery
store in that same block, which was the beginning of H-E-B [Texas
grocery store chain]. The house was actually in the middle of the
block behind the bakery in downtown Kerrville. That piece of history
was later cut in half and moved out to the Butt Foundation ranch.
That’s where I grew up and spent the years from two to twelve.
I loved playing in the alley behind the downtown buildings and along
the Guadalupe River, which was across the street.
The only grandparent I knew was my grandfather, my dad’s father,
who was a baker and a chef big-time, celebrity baker and chef. My
dad was born in St. Louis [Missouri] but my grandfather, a German
immigrant, had eventually settled in California. When they interned
the Japanese during WWII in California, he was afraid they might do
the same to the Germans. He figured he would be safe here in Kerrville
with all the other German people in this community and nearby Fredericksburg
[Texas]. He lived with us, “hiding out” and playing pinochle
with other German speaking old men. As soon as the war was over, he
couldn’t handle the small-town Kerrville anymore, so he packed
up and went back to San Diego [California].
Growing up in the bakery, was both hard work and my playground as
well. When Gerry and I got married, people asked if I was going to
go to work, and I said, “Absolutely not. I’m retiring.”
I was 23 and I had already worked my 23 years. To me it was wonderful
when I went away to college. I was able to escape the bakery, like
going on vacation.
Actually my father died quite young; he was 45. My mother couldn’t
handle the bakery by herself without her number one baker, and the
brains behind the whole thing. She eventually locked the door and
walked away, but she spent most of the rest of her life here in Kerrville.
This was always home. I loved it here, absolutely everything about
it. I graduated from Tivy high school in ’55. I wanted to go
to the University of Texas [Austin], certainly intended to, but our
high school counselor said, “Oh, honey, you’re from a
small school. You’ll not make it over at the big school. You
need to go to a smaller school.” Okay, fine. She suggested I
go to Trinity [University, San Antonio, Texas], which I did.
I wanted to be an architect. “Oh, honey, girls aren’t
architects, they’re interior designers.” Okay. Majored
in interior design. Took me one year, transferred to Texas as I wanted
to do the first place, continued on with interior design, because
I couldn’t figure out how to get to the architect thing, because
girls don’t do that. An addendum to that, 30 years and one semester
later, I graduated from the University of Houston at Clear Lake with
a degree in fine art applied design. I did just fine at the University
of Texas, and the big school didn’t overwhelm me at all. I quit
before I finished after Gerry and I got engaged, because if that relationship
was going to go anywhere, I was going to have to drop out of school.
He was in the Air Force about to take a permanent assignment, and
had we not got married and I gone with him, that wasn’t going
to go anywhere.
Johnson: How
did you meet him?
Griffin: It
was during the summer of ’57, after my dad had died. I was here
in Kerrville teaching swimming, Red Cross water safety and lifesaving
and swimming classes in the public pool for the city, the water program
here in Kerrville and Red Cross. I went to Harlingen [Texas] one weekend
to visit my best friend at the university, spent the weekend with
her. At that time Harlingen had an Air Force base [Harlingen Air Force
Base] that had a training command. It was a navigation training base
[3610th Navigator Training Wing] and Gerry was in nav training. He’d
graduated from [Texas] A&M [College Station] in ’56 and
he was about midway through his Air Force nav training at that point
and he was stationed down there.
I had a blind date with him. I had no intentions of ever having another
blind date. I was through with that. I was only going to date people
I knew, period. My friend begged, she was dating an Air Force guy
who had a couple of friends, and I had another friend from University
of Texas with me. We had driven to Harlingen together to spend the
weekend. I had a blind date with Gerry. She had a blind date with
a guy who we are still very good friends with.
Gerry turned out to be a perfect gentleman. Not only that, he was
an incredible dancer. Turns out he was a dance instructor. He taught
dancing at A&M at the MSC [Memorial Student Center]. I didn’t
have to fight him; I had an absolute ball. We went to Joe’s
Place, a night club in Mexico; first time I’d ever been to Mexico.
Just had a grand evening. However, I was not looking for a husband,
I fully intended going back to school the next semester, which was
the start of my junior year.
Two weeks later, Gerry and his twin brother Larry, who was in pilot
training at Hondo [Army Airfield, Texas], brought a couple of their
buddies to Kerrville. I was still teaching swimming. I don’t
know whether you guys have ever heard of Crider’s [Rodeo &
Dancehall] or not. It’s an open-air Country and western dance
place west of Hunt on the Guadalupe River. It’s still there.
It’s a cement slab under a giant oak tree, and it’s exactly
as it’s always been, and it’s only open in the summertime.
Whole families go there; they dance with their dates, their fiancés,
their mates, their kids, their grandkids, their great-grandkids, everybody,
and it’s still exactly the same. Crider’s Dancehall. They
have a rodeo on Saturday nights, still do. That’s still a viable
thing to do. If you want to stay until this Saturday, you can go to
Crider’s.
Anyway, Gerry came here, I got his twin and his buddies dates, we
went to Crider’s, and Gerry and I had our second date. Then
he burned up the road driving to Austin for dates. I thought he was
rich. He had a brand-new car and he was in the Air Force. After all,
aren’t people in the Air Force rich?
Not only was he a good dance and a gentleman, but he had also lived
in an exotic land. He had spent his summers working in California
as a draftsman when he was at A&M. Oh, my. He had done such exciting
things and been to such exciting places. He was very worldly. Of course
he’s originally from Fort Worth [Texas], which was pretty exciting
to me as well.
Johnson: Then
you said you left school when you got married.
Griffin: Not
exactly…. I went back to school in September, and he made a
number of trips for dates. It was obviously getting serious. My dad
had died, and my mother was having difficulty running the bakery,
which meant my finances were becoming a problem. At Thanksgiving time,
Gerry gave me this ring, and we decided we were going to get married
the next summer, prior to Gerry’s first permanent assignment.
I intended to stay in school the next spring semester, and Gerry was
transferring to Waco for the next phase of his training. I had gone
to summer school here at the Schreiner Institute [now Schreiner University],
so I had some extra hours, and by midterm I was a senior.
Finally, I was running out of money, so I dropped out of school at
the end of the fall semester, and I came back home to Kerrville. I
was helping my mother with the bakery and not enjoying the situation
at all. About mid-March, Gerry and I looked at each other and said,
“What the heck are we waiting for?” We decided to go ahead
and get married. We were married at the First Methodist Church, here,
on April 19, 1958. We lived in a one-bedroom apartment in Waco for
two months while Gerry finished training and at James Connally Air
Force Base.
In June, he took his first permanent assignment, which was really
difficult duty. It was Hamilton Air Force Base, Marin County, California.
We were married, so I went with him. We loaded everything we owned
into our car and we went to California. Very exciting. The adventure
begins!
It was a bit of a culture shock, but not really. I was ready. I was
ready for a bigger world, even though I had never been anywhere other
than Kerrville. I don’t know why. I don’t know where I
got that.
Johnson: Being
a part of the Air Force, did you live on the base?
Griffin: No.
We couldn’t get base housing at first because Gerry was low
man on the totem pole. The first thing we did was rent a little apartment
that you could stand in the middle of the one room and touch everything
in it. It was in Novato [California], which is totally changed now.
It was its own little town then. We lived in the little apartment
about a week when we found a little house down the street that we
rented from the people that lived next door, Al and Alice Kiddy. When
we became eligible for base housing, we didn’t move. We stayed
there. We liked being able to get away from the Air Force.
It’s kind of nice to not be totally immersed in any part of
your world, and there are other signs of that in our lives. For example,
we’ve always belonged to a country club because Gerry was a
golfer. But we never wanted to live on our golf course, we always
lived away from it, so that we weren’t totally immersed in it.
We had other things in our world, and that’s the way we were
with the Air Force. We lived in Novato, and I loved it. I had a little
baby. Our 60-year-old son was born on the 4th of July at the base
hospital near Novato.
Johnson: You
mentioned a culture shock. Was it a culture shock not just being in
California but just being an Air Force wife? Was that a different
type of life than you thought it was going to be?
Griffin: No,
not really. I had become familiar with Gerry’s Air Force career
as we dated, and I was prepared to be a part of it. I’m not
a women’s organization joiner, but I did join the officers’
wives’ club because it was expected of me. Women’s organizations
are usually filled with more minutiae than I care to get buried in.
I always had my own world. I would rather knock a wall down or repaint
the house. I love rebuilding things, refinishing furniture, or doing
the yard work. That’s just the way I am. I like working hard
physically.
Johnson: That’s
good. Keeps you healthy too.
Griffin: Yes,
but my body is rejecting me, in my old age. I’ve worn it out,
but it’s okay. I wouldn’t have had it any other way.
Johnson: Doing
what you wanted. That sounds like you were still using that architect
background.
Griffin: Yes,
very active physically. Oh, man, I didn’t want to be in your
book club or bridge club! Oh, please, no.
Johnson: How
long did you stay at that Air Force base in California?
Griffin: Gerry
signed up for an extra period in order to get that good assignment,
so we were there almost four years, which was absolutely fantastic.
His first real pilot assigned to him was Bill [William A.] Anders.
Valerie [Anders] and I were a part of the Air Force wives at the same
time. Bill had already been in for a while, because he had graduated
from the Naval Academy. Our shared lives with the Anders started long
before our NAS years. Gerry had said back then, “Someday Bill
is going to do something really big.” So when he got to be an
astronaut he said, “Maybe that’s it.” However, it
didn’t stop there, for sure.
Johnson: You
lived in California for a while, and at one point you moved to Fort
Worth in ’62.
Griffin: Gerry
was a backseater, navigator, radar observer, weapons officer, because
at that time you had to have perfect eyesight to be a pilot. Gerry
wore glasses. As a non-pilot, Gerry was relegated to the backseat
or a desk.
At the time he was considering the Air Force as a career, but it became
evident that his career in the Air Force was limited because he wasn’t
a pilot. The pilots were going to be the generals.
He got out. We knew that operations was his bag. He wanted to use
the machines for what they were built for. He didn’t want to
ponder them or do research on them or anything like that. He wanted
operations, that’s what he enjoyed most, which is evident by
the fact that he ended up in mission control. We got out, and he went
to work for Lockheed in their Satellite Test Center, which was in
Sunnyvale [California] in the South Bay area. We moved our little
one-year-old baby boy down to Santa Clara [California]. Larry, Gerry’s
twin brother, decided to follow us.
His career is parallel to ours except he spent most of his time flying
for the [National] Guard and Reserve. He ended up going back in, and
then making the Air Force his career, so that took him out of our
path, which was fine. They were both working at the Test Center launching
unmanned spy satellites, which was secret. However, one knew what
they were doing. All you had to do was go out and watch the parking
lot. When the parking lot filled up, they were launching.
They were launching from Vandenberg [Air Force Base] on the west coast
of California and catching them with a hook when they were reentering.
Snagging their parachute canopies from an airplane and reeling them
in. They were actually launching and flying and recovering spy satellites
for the Air Force. Shhh.
We did that about three years. When Sputnik [first Russian satellite]
flew, and [President John F.] Kennedy announced that the U.S. was
joining the “space race” by creating the National Aeronautics
and Space Administration and landing a man on the moon in 10 years,
Gerry said, “That’s what I’ve got to do.”
In the meantime, we had been in California all these years, and Texas
was really pulling on us. We had not been back and couldn’t
afford to visit very often. It’s too far. NASA was firing up.
They had started construction on the Manned Spacecraft Center [now
Johnson Space Center (JSC)] in Houston. Everything was moving at high
speed. Gerry said, “I’ve got to get going.”
General Dynamics offered Gerry a job. They had always been a bomber
plant and wanted to get into the space business. He was an Agena guidance,
navigation, and control expert. That’s where he ended up starting
for NASA, because the Agena was to be the docking target for Gemini.
He went to work for General Dynamics in Fort Worth, and that’s
what got us back to Fort Worth and Texas.
Not long after going to work for General Dynamics, he said, “I’ve
got to work for NASA.” He goes down to Houston and interviews
with Gene [Eugene F.] Kranz. Gene was telling him how significant
everything was with NASA, and he kind of big-dogged Gerry. Gerry’s
reaction to it was, “How many satellites have you flown?”
Of course, the answer was none. Gene offered Gerry a job at a humongous
pay cut, and Gerry said, “Not going to do it,” so he turned
Gene down.
He came back up to Fort Worth, worked another year or maybe a little
bit more, but he couldn’t stand it any longer, put his hat in
his hand, went back, reinterviewed with Gene, took the pay cut, and
went to work. He had to be a part of it, pay cut and all. That’s
how we ended up in ’64. By then we had our second child, Gwen,
who was born in Fort Worth.
We were only in Fort Worth about two years. When Gerry got home after
that second interview he said, “Okay, we’re going to move
to La Porte [Texas].” The only reason he said La Porte was because
it was down there, and neither of us knew anything about the area.
He said, “That’s where we’re going. We’re
going to La Porte.”
I said, “There’s nothing but swamp in La Porte.”
We loaded up our little babies and moved to Nassau Bay. Our house
was on Basilan Lane. It’s the first cul-de-sac right over the
wall in Nassau Bay. Those were the only houses that were close to
being finished.
Johnson: Did
you get to go down and look first to pick out someplace to live?
Griffin: I
didn’t, Gerry did. In fact he went down and stayed with our
friends, Anders’. They were living in Clear Lake City. We had
a boat that we water skied with on Eagle Mountain Lake in Fort Worth.
He hauls our boat down, parks it in Bill Anders’ yard, and stayed
with them while looking for a house.
We really couldn’t afford to do it any other way, and we had
two little kids. I was fine with it. It was us together, a team. We
had already bought two houses together, and I knew I would be satisfied
with whatever he could find. Besides, we talked a lot about locations
and loved the idea of being across the road from water. Nassau Bay
even had a place to put our boat in the water.
Johnson: You
said that in Nassau Bay, the street where you bought a house was the
only one with houses already built.
Griffin: The
houses on Basilan Lane were the only ones in Nassau Bay. At that time
I thought Clear Lake City was a preplanned slum. Of course that was
absolutely wrong. That whole community has aged beautifully. Friendswood
Development and Exxon totally outdid themselves with that project.
Well-done. No question.
No, I didn’t want to live in [Clear Lake City]. I was a snob
about it, just like I was about Kerrville. It’s really interesting.
Johnson: It
was a change, coming from the hill country, in a different environment,
different weather, different everything, and then moving down there,
where it wasn’t long after [Hurricane] Carla had hit that area,
and then you were moving down there. Talk about those impressions
of the area and where you were moving to, compared to being in different
places.
Griffin: By
the time we got to the Clear Lake area, I didn’t see any of
the effects from Carla. Therefore I had no idea what to expect from
hurricanes. Thankfully, we had none during those first nine years.
I had already decided I could live anywhere. We had already moved
a number of times, and I knew I could deal with moving to new places
and situations. I don’t know where I got this, because in my
mother’s mind you didn’t go anywhere, you lived where
you were forever and ever, amen. Wherever we lived, I was prepared
to spend the rest of my life there. It didn’t make any difference.
I could and would adapt. This has been true our whole life.
I saw so many people around us with NASA, as well in the Air Force,
that were miserable. They didn’t have to be. There were people
miserable in Marin County in the Air Force. How could you be miserable
in Marin County, California? It’s gorgeous. It was a wonderful
place to live. I don’t care what the guys were doing. I absolutely
loved it.
We lived in a new part of Fort Worth that was absolute prairie, without
a tree. There are parts of Fort Worth that are absolutely gorgeous,
with lots of trees, but we didn’t live anywhere close to those.
However, we had a boat, and we were close to Eagle Mountain Lake,
and we water-skied. We planted lots of trees. Never saw any grow up,
but, as I said, we lived in each place as if it were forever.
I attacked everyplace we ever lived. I thought the Clear Lake area
was the end of the world. How could you live down there? You can’t
breathe with the heat and humidity. What you do is you learn to breathe.
You grow gills and you give yourself permission to sweat, not perspire.
Once you do that, you’re fine. I also stopped fighting the big
hairdo. I cut my hair short, started playing golf, and learned to
love the world around me.
Johnson: You
adapted.
Griffin: You
can adapt to wherever you are. We lived in the Mojave Desert of California,
(Gerry was at Dryden [now Armstrong Flight Research Center]) two different
times. Talk about an environmental change. The first time I thought,
“You’re going to die instantly when you move into the
desert. You’re just going to shrivel up and die.” After
we got there, I told Gerry, “Actually I’m fine, I can
learn to live here. It has its beauty, and I can live here the rest
of my life, but if I die while we’re living out here, find a
tree to put me under. I can’t stand the idea of just being parked
out here in the middle of this desert with no shade.” That was
my only requirement. The wind does blow hard most of the time, and
I don’t like wind!
When we moved to the [Texas] Hill Country, we weren’t running
from Houston. I absolutely fell in love with Houston over the years.
Particularly after we lived in town. Wow, what a dynamic city. I think
Houston is probably the most exciting city we ever lived near, bar
none. Houston’s can-do attitude capture’s you. I don’t
care who you are or what you’ve done. Houston is open and ready.
Loved it. It’s nice living in the Hill Country, wouldn’t
change that for the world. But Houston will always be special. I’m
so proud – the first word from the Moon was “Houston.”
Go Astros! Texans!
Johnson: When
you first moved to Nassau Bay, were there other people in the neighborhood
that were working for NASA? Were your neighbors all NASA people mostly?
Griffin: Yes.
At that time most everyone in Nassau Bay and Clear Lake City were
NASA. League City and Webster were real towns, but very small. There
were a few “local people” in our area. Kemah and Seabrook
were fishing communities. But at that time, Kemah had “red lights”
and serious gambling. There were yacht clubs, but they were in Houston.
Webster had a fire station and a school and that was about it. We
didn’t even have a grocery store close by. There was later a
Safeway over in Clear Lake City, but I continued to drive down to
Thrifty Market in League City. The Thrifty Market and Kilgore Hardware
(lumber yard) were joined together [both were local family owned stores].
There was also a very small department store – Penn’s.
The only employee I ever saw was Mr. Penn.
The Texaco station was owned by a local guy, Chuck Miller. He later
owned the Ford dealership. We were absolutely thrilled when the McDonald’s
[fast-food restaurant chain] opened, and I had a place to take my
kids for hamburgers. When we moved into our house on Basilan Lane,
Nassau Bay consisted of the houses on those three cul-de-sacs between
the water tower and the [Nassau Bay] Baptist church. That was all
that was there; however, it rapidly grew toward the swimming pool,
the little lake and Clear Creek. The homes were being built by and
for NASA and contractor families. I loved living there.
Johnson: When
you moved in did people welcome you to the neighborhood? I know you
said you don’t like to join those women’s groups, but
were there any neighbors that welcomed you and your kids?
Griffin: There
weren’t any neighbors. We were among the first in Nassau Bay.
Some people were already there, but they were spread out all over
the area: Clear Lake City, El Lago, Timber Cove, and all the little
towns in the area. The original astronauts were there. The second
group of astronauts came in about the same time we did (the [David
R.] Scotts and that group). We were all coming in at the same time.
The Center wasn’t open. They were building like crazy across
the street. Gerry worked in the Stahl-Meyer Building on the Gulf Freeway
for I don’t know how long. People were working in office buildings
all over Houston. It was an amazing construction frenzy all over the
entire Bay Area (NASA commercial, and homes).
It was great, exciting, and I was thrilled to be a part of it. We
definitely had the astronaut crowd, which added to the excitement.
They were special celebrities, which was fine with me. We already
knew Valerie and Bill Anders, who were friends from our Air Force
days. I knew [Ann] Lurton [Ott] Scott, David Scott’s wife. I
had met her when she was in high school in San Antonio, Texas. She
didn’t know me, but I remembered her because she had such a
strange name: Ann Lurton Ott. I was visiting a friend and we met at
a Halloween party.
It didn’t take long. Nassau Bay was filling up, and our kids
went to school with astronauts’ kids. I was a Cub Scout den
mother. My den chief was [James] Michael Aldrin (Buzz Aldrin’s
son). Den 1 was a classic mix of the neighborhood, and our daughter,
Gwen, was our mascot and in the middle of everything. Kirk’s
best friend was Kenny Wilson. His dad [W.W. Wilson] was NASA and built
tools and things. They lived two doors down. Kenny had turtles.
The [George I.] Pettitts lived next door. G.I. was NASA, but I don’t
know what he did. They had two boys, one the same age as Gwen. They
were “good buddies.” The next-door neighbor had ornamental
peppers growing in her flower bed and Gwen convinced Bret to eat them.
He almost had to go to the emergency room. It totally took his breath
away. It was stuff like that. It was a normal neighborhood.
Nassau Bay flooded all the time. Kirk and the [Richard F.] Gordon
boys, who had a flat-bottom johnboat, were water-skiing in the street.
The Nassau Bay cop came and told them they couldn’t do that
because it was against the law. The boys quit, but they never were
convinced that there was a law that said they couldn’t water-ski
down the street. Kirk came home and told me. I said, “I doubt
there’s a law, but if he said you can’t water-ski you
probably shouldn’t water-ski.”
One of Kirk’s best buddies was in our den, Jimmy Martin. He
and Kirk really wanted a sailboat, so Kirk saved cigarette cartons
to get a little 10-foot Styrofoam Sea Snark. He got the 7-Eleven at
the entrance to Nassau Bay to save them for him. They rigged a little
trailer that they could hook up behind a bicycle and haul the little
Sea Snark down to the Nassau Bay Lake. They spent more time upside
down than they did right side up, but Kirk and Jimmy learned to sail.
In fact, Kirk because a very accomplished deep-water sailor in later
years.
Kirk sold that little boat some years later, but he learned how to
sail in it, that’s for sure. I never ever went down there with
them. Our kids were pretty much free to do “whatever”
as long as they were in the confines of Nassau Bay.
We also had the swimming pool a couple of blocks from our house. Swim
lessons were a major priority for both kids. Now I can’t remember
when they couldn’t swim.
Johnson: You
were a [Cub Scout] den mother, and I know Gerry was an Eagle Scout.
Did he have time to do any of the extracurricular stuff with the kids?
Griffin: No,
not really. He did make a couple of campouts with them, and a few
meetings. During that time they created Webelos, which was a stage
between Cub Scouts and Boy Scouts. It was to be a transition from
den mother to a male leader. We never could find a male leader, so
I became as far {as I know) the first female Webelo leader. Helen
Garriott ended up doing the same thing. She and I both were Cub Scout
leaders, and I think she ended up with a Webelo den too. The guys
just didn’t have time.
Kirk was in Little League, and I bet you Gerry didn’t see a
half a dozen Little League games, period. That’s just the way
it was. I don’t think the kids paid any attention to it. They
just went on about their business.
I think Gwen was over at Tracy Cernan’s house swimming—they
had a pool. Barbara Cernan made them get out of the pool to watch
TV, because Gene was walking on the Moon or something. As soon as
Gene finished his thing, “Well, can we go back in the pool now?”
They were aware of it, but as I said they just went on with their
own little worlds.
Johnson: Did
they understand what Gerry was doing? Because he wasn’t an astronaut
like some of their friends that they ran around with.
Griffin: Yes,
they knew what he was and pretty much understood what a flight director
does.
Johnson: It
was important too, what he was doing.
Griffin: He
was important, yes. I don’t think we knew we were making history.
I say we because I felt a part of it. I think we knew we were part
of something bigger than us for sure. Most people in the world around
us had no idea what we did. We did know we were a part of something
bigger than us. We didn’t know it was going to be so monumental,
but we knew we were part of something big. Yes, it was exciting, and
I was absolutely thrilled to be part of it. Wouldn’t have been
anywhere else. I was thrilled that Gerry was taking me along for the
ride. Just absolutely elated. I couldn’t have gotten there by
myself, that was for sure, but I sure as heck could help him get there.
I helped make it possible for him to do what he was doing.
Johnson: His
hours I know were long. It was probably different during a mission
than when there wasn’t a mission going on.
Griffin: It
was just very erratic. You never knew. That was okay. I was used to
my family working very erratic hours already anyway. My dad worked
in the middle of the night, and I was used to my family working all
the time. That was not unusual for me either. We all worked. You did
whatever you had to do.
Gerry went to work. He made the money, and I kept everything going.
I mowed the grass, and when Gerry had time, he mowed the grass. But
when the lawn mower broke, if I couldn’t fix it, I got it fixed.
A lot of times I fixed it. I kept the cars running, I kept them full
of gas. When we lived in Washington and we had gas shortages, I kept
the cars full of gas so Gerry could commute. The requirements changed
but I always had my assignments too. I was the one responsible for
the kids. Gerry never took the kids to the doctor, and I never waited
for Dad to come to home to punish. Punishment was always swift and
immediate.
Johnson: You
mentioned that grocery store you had to go to; when you first got
there, there were no grocery stores. How far did you have to go for
other things like doctors and dentists and even entertainment as far
as going to a movie or doing things with the family, or the kids?
Griffin: Shortly
after we got there, they built the little movie house in Clear Lake
City. It was over on the main street, whatever that was. I can’t
remember the name of the street.
Johnson: The
theater was on El Camino Real. I think it’s a Chinese restaurant
now or something.
Griffin: That
was it. I never ever went. My next-door neighbor Mary Nell Pettitt
did, but she spent most of her time at Gulfgate, the shopping center
back toward Houston. I seldom went down there. I shopped at Mr. Penn’s,
a small department store in League City. I stayed close to home. I
hate shopping anyway. Penn’s had things I needed anyway –
Levi’s Jeans, Boy Scout uniforms, and supplies. We had a movie
in Clear Lake City, but no grocery store. I spent a lot of time in
the hardware store in League City, because I was a den mother. It
was attached to the grocery store. I would go to the grocery store
and park Gwen on the end of the conveyor belt with the groceries.
She loved it. It was a simple but good life, and I can’t complain
about a thing. We didn’t see Gerry a lot, but everyplace we’ve
lived Gerry has been totally occupied with his task and his challenge,
and we were always in a support role. The same was true in Washington
[D.C.]. We probably saw less of him when we lived in Virginia. He
left before daylight and didn’t get home till after dark.
Johnson: You
had a boat.
Griffin: Always
had a boat.
Johnson: Did
you use it much? Or did you have time as a family to go out in that
boat when you were there?
Griffin: Oh
yes. We’d load up and go water-skiing or just out for a boat
ride.
Johnson: Did
you go out in the bay or did you stay in the lakes there?
Griffin: Oh,
it was a little ski boat. We stayed in Clear Lake mostly. We had a
sailboat which we sometimes sailed in the Nassau Bay Lake. We did
a little of everything on the water. It was convenient and we could
do a lot in a very little time.
Johnson: When
he had time off you mean?
Griffin: No,
we could squeeze water skiing or a short sail in most any day we could
find an hour or two. That was one of the nice things about living
where we did. When we had “time off” we camped. Sometimes
with our family only. Everybody was in the same boat. We all had little
time and little money, so we all camped together. We had a pickup
truck, and originally we put a mattress in the back. We later bought
a pop-top tent trailer.
Johnson: Where
did you go camping?
Griffin: Back
early on our family-favorite place to camp was Dam B up in East Texas.
When we came back as Center Director, we went to Lake Livingston,
also in East Texas, several times, with people like John [W.] and
Cheryl Aaron. We water-skied, and we fished trotlines. We didn’t
do serious fishing. We caught catfish, had group fish fry’s,
water-skied, and enjoyed the company. We did take several family vacations
with brother Larry and his family to National Parks in Colorado and
Montana.
Johnson: Did
you go into Houston much during those early years?
Griffin: Almost
never. We did have an occasional official event in town, but Gerry
and I preferred to do home, boat, and car projects.
Johnson: You
said you didn’t go to Gulfgate, so I wondered if you went anywhere
in Houston.
Griffin: No,
not really. I did take the kids to the Houston Zoo, the circus, and
Peppermint Park [Kiddieland]. Some things like that.
Johnson: How
about Galveston? Did you ever go to the beaches and do any water things
in Galveston?
Griffin: I
took the kids a few times, but neither Gerry nor I are beach people.
Johnson: Stuck
to the lakes.
Griffin: Yes,
stuck to the lakes. Beaches are sandy and gritty. I don’t really
like sand and saltwater. Besides, I’m a hill country person.
Johnson: Yes,
you like that clear river water, don’t you?
Griffin: I
like the clear river water, that’s right.
Johnson: I
understand that. Did you ever get a chance to do things maybe without
the kids? Did you have childcare options early on?
Griffin: Just
babysitters. We went to splashdown parties and an occasional dinner
out, but not much else. I used to say, “Oh, just take me to
downtown Houston and check me into a hotel just one night.”
But we never did. We didn’t really have time. I would load the
kids up and come up here [Kerrville, Texas] to visit my mom. Sometimes
Gerry came with us but usually we came without him. I didn’t
require that he be with me. I could come up here by myself, and I
enjoyed driving. I was pretty independent.
We did make a ski trip and an elk hunting trip without the kids. Both
times we traded sitting chores with Ellie and Arnie [[Arnold D.] Aldrich.
Johnson: I
know we’ve read, and some of the astronaut wives we’ve
talked to, they had an informal get-together every once in a while,
as wives. I know you mentioned you weren’t a joiner for women’s
clubs. But did the mission control wives do anything similar?
Griffin: I
don’t think so. I don’t know. I didn’t. I did have
my individual friends, but no group things. As I said, I was usually
tearing a wall down or repainting something. I never lived in any
of our houses freshly painted. Every time I got a house painted, we
moved. Gerry’s job longevity seemed to be about four years except
during the Apollo Program. We were in that house in Nassau Bay for
nine years.
That’s an interesting thing. A difference in the attitude between
my family and me, and I don’t know where I got it. When I told
my mother, who was still living here in Kerrville, that Gerry was
going to take the job in Washington, D.C., I said, “It’s
really exciting and quite a challenge. A Texas Aggie engineer is going
to be the head of Legislative Affairs? That’s absolutely amazing.”
My mother’s reaction was, “Well, Sandra, I thought you
liked your house.”
Johnson: Different
attitude. Different time.
Griffin: I
said, “Well, I do like my house. But my house doesn’t
have anything to do with it.” End of story.
Johnson: Did
you belong or join any churches or anything in the area when you came
down?
Griffin:
We didn’t. I had always been very active in the Methodist Church
and youth group. Gerry was kind of anti, not atheist, but—
Johnson: Organized
religion?
Griffin: Yes,
kind of anti-organized church. He and brother Larry had a bad experience
when they were 12 and their mother died. The “hovering ladies
of the church” had overwhelmed them. He was not overly enthusiastic
about church after that. It hadn’t been convenient when we were
in California, and it was easier not to push him.
When we got to Fort Worth, he did get interested, and we did get very
involved. There was a little Episcopal Church near our house with
a young dynamic pastor that challenged Gerry’s thinking. It
fit both of us quite well. The kids were both baptized. Gerry and
I were confirmed, Gerry sang in the choir, and our 4-year-old Kirk
was a little acolyte.
As we traveled on, we never were that active again. We attended sporadically
when we got back to Houston at St. Thomas [the Apostle Episcopal Church]
in Nassau Bay. When we moved into West Houston, St. Martin’s
[Episcopal Church] was just down the street from us. Claude [E. Payne],
the minister, wouldn’t let us not be a part of his congregation.
Gerry had spoken to one of their organizations when he became head
of the Chamber of Commerce and Economic [Development] for Houston.
Claude glommed onto Gerry and wouldn’t turn loose. We did try
to stay away from St. Martin’s when President [George H.W. ]
Bush and Barbara were in town. Too much Secret Service and traffic.
We did become active at St. Martin’s until we left Houston,
however.
After moving to Hunt, we’ve just been plain lazy. The beautiful
St. Peter’s Episcopal Church is in town [Kerrville]. We do periodically
go for special events to the Hunt Methodist Church or one of the various
churches in town. Somewhere in the archives of the First United Methodist
Church in Kerrville is the record of our wedding. We were married
in that church in 1958.
Johnson: Who
were some of your closest friends when you first moved into that area?
Did you have anybody that you spent a lot of time with?
Griffin: The
flight control people. Arnie and Ellie Aldrich. Gerry worked for Arnie.
Tina and [Thomas Rodney] Rod Loe. These were all flight control people.
We all had kids the same age, we babysat for each other. When Arnie
and Ellie went skiing, we babysat. Also John and Cheryl Aaron. Never
babysat for the Aarons, but their kids were a little bit younger than
ours. These are just a few, but still good friends.
We were huge football fans. We had season tickets to the [Houston]
Oilers [former NFL team] (Go Blue!) with the Loes. I thought Gerry
and Rod Loe were going to get killed in the parking lot, because the
Oilers always lost, and they were always angry when we left the Astrodome.
We camped with brother Larry [Griffin] and his wife and their kids
in the summertime. We have a camper, we still have it; it’s
a tent trailer. We still have our ski boat that we had in Florida
also. We’ve only had it 30 something years. It still runs. Gwen
has it on clear Lake now. We water-skied all the time. We skied after
work a lot with a guy named Jim [James R.] Fucci and his wife. He
was a contractor with Philco/Ford Corporation. I really don’t
like water-skiing on Clear Lake. You fall off and you’re up
to your knees in mud. Absolutely hated the mud, but it was a big piece
of water and it was right at my door.
We ate out a lot locally with these people. Gerry was also a golfer,
so we also had the group of friends from Clear Lake Country Club over
in Clear Lake City.
Johnson: Where
did you eat when you went out to eat?
Griffin: We
didn’t have a lot of places, but the ones we had had really
good food. They were scattered out in the little towns. I’m
having a hard time remembering the names. Hofbraugarten, a German
restaurant in Dickinson, was a good place. There was someplace over
near Alvin where I got something crab amandine [Mike’s Rendezvous].
Delicious. Over in Seabrook was a Mexican food restaurant named Laredo’s
that had maybe six tables and sat about a foot from the railroad tracks.
As I said, we never went into town [Houston]. A lot of people did.
Gerry’s the same now. I can’t get him to go to town to
eat. No way. When he gets home, he’s not going to want to go
into town. “Do we have to?” Nothing’s changed. The
Country Club also had really good food, especially buffet lunches.
We barbecued a lot on our back deck.
Johnson: Did
you have barbecues in the neighborhoods or block parties or any kind
of social gatherings on occasion?
Griffin: Yes.
But mostly associated with splashdowns. We didn’t really have
neighborhood gatherings. Too busy. Gerry played softball with the
guys. The guys had beer busts after flights, which always ended up
making me mad, because they were off celebrating, and I was home tending
the kids. But it was all relative. It was nothing major. In fact when
Apollo 13 exploded Gerry was playing softball after his shift. We
didn’t have cell phones then; I had to chase him down. They
were having a beer at one of the guy’s apartments. When we did
get together, we hung out with the other flight control people.
Johnson: Not
long after you got there NASA had a few setbacks. There were some
accidents when Elliot [M.] See and Charlie [Charles A.] Bassett were
killed, and then C.C. Williams. Then the Apollo 1 fire in 1967. Talk
about that for a moment, that time period, and how it affected the
families, those types of accidents in the astronaut corps.
Griffin: Those
first two were aircraft accidents. You never get used to that, but
I had already experienced that in the Air Force, we had lost some
people. You expect to, as it is indeed hard to fly without feathers,
and there is risk. You can’t manage risk to zero, period, I
don’t care what you’re doing. It’s to be expected.
Sad, but those are going to happen anyway.
The Apollo 1 fire was a disaster waiting to happen obviously. Took
them a couple years to redesign [the spacecraft], which needed to
happen. Number one is we were functioning with 100 percent oxygen,
which was not very smart, but we didn’t realize it. That’s
where you start. Other things like the hatch opening in instead of
out were things that became glaring mistakes. Gerry was assigned immediately
to listen to the tapes over and over and over again to see if he could
decipher what it was they were saying. That almost drove him nuts.
It was very difficult for him.
I knew what he was doing, and it wasn’t easy for either of us,
but you just go on. That was the first really monumental thing that
impacted us. The aircraft accidents were tragic, but nonetheless to
be expected. There will be more, and we’ll probably leave somebody
in space before it’s all over.
Johnson: Were
the kids aware of the accidents as much? Or were any of their friends
astronaut kids?
Griffin: Yes
and no. The kids all knew each other, but none were a best buddy or
anything like that. Kirk did later have a crush on Sheryl Chaffee.
I don’t really know. No one ever commented on it. It was not
traumatic to the point that anyone gnashed teeth or wrung their hands.
You just go on living.
Johnson: When
you got there in those early years in Gemini and early Apollo, did
NASA ever provide any kind of opportunities for families to get together
like picnics or trips into Houston to Astroworld once that opened
or the Astros [baseball team] games or anything like that?
Griffin: No,
not really. The only thing I can remember NASA ever doing is when
we were at the Cape [Canaveral, Florida] years later, and Disney World
opened. They had a NASA night at Disney World, so we all loaded up
and went over there. But that wasn’t NASA. That was Disney.
During those early years, NASA was busy trying to figure out who and
what it was. NASA was going to the Moon. It didn’t care what
we did on the weekend. Everybody was pretty much on their own. Most
people did more than we did. Gerry and I didn’t go out and get
involved much. Our next-door neighbors, the Pettitts, did, but we
preferred to stay home, play in the backyard, keep the dog from biting
the neighbors, grow a garden, work on our cars, our boats, our house.
In later years, NASA did offer such things through its [Robert R.]
Gilruth Center and various organization, but not in the 60s.
Johnson: In
mission control, the average age was 26 at the time of Apollo. They
were young and they had young families and there were so many moving
into the Clear Lake area. How do you think that infusion of so many
people affected the communities around NASA, as far as the schools
and how it helped to create that community, having maybe a little
younger, more vibrant group?
Griffin: Oh,
it took the world over. It overwhelmed those communities. Webster
fought it for years. Webster didn’t want us there. They finally
have embraced the whole thing, it was interesting to watch it happen.
The NASA/Clear Lake community was being created.
The vortex created “the community.” In effect the community
didn’t exist. There were little communities, but they were totally
individual. Seabrook and Kemah and those along the water were fishing
communities. I don’t know what Webster was, it was just this
little town between Houston and Galveston. It had an elementary and
middle school, a post office, a fire station, a couple of churches,
and a few businesses.
I don’t know, but I think most of us just ignored the people
that lived in Webster. They probably hated us, because they were losing
their community as they knew it. It didn’t make any difference
whether they hated us or not, we were there, and their world was changing.
Johnson: What
about the schools that were available and how quickly they grew? Where
did the kids go to school?
Griffin: Webster.
The schools already were good, and they have remained good, there’s
no question. The Clear Creek school system cannot be beat. It’s
grown beautifully with the community. Early school systems around
the area carried this incredible load dumped in the laps.
That whole community is just impressive from beginning to end. In
fact my grandson and his family have just moved down south of League
City, and I think it’s the smartest thing they’ve ever
done. Their world is very much like our world was, and that doesn’t
happen very often. Particularly in Houston. I think it’s great.
The school system is incredible. They can’t find a bad school
in that whole area.
Johnson: It
was planned well, as you said, early on.
Griffin: Extremely
well. The school system was well managed very early on, I don’t
know who was running it, but somebody knew what they were doing.
Johnson: It
is an interesting area. Especially at JSC we have a lot of wildlife
still on site.
Griffin: Yes,
you do.
Johnson: In
some of the communities though, when it was first building up, there
was a lot of wildlife. There were deer, there were wild hogs, there
were all kinds of things.
Griffin: Still
are, I think.
Johnson: In
some of them there are, but it has built up so much. Do you remember
any of that kind of thing when the kids were little?
Griffin: Oh,
sure, mostly the giant mosquitoes that picked up my kids and carried
them off. The fogging trucks that my kids rode their bicycles right
behind spraying DDT [Dichlorodiphenyltrichloroethane, used as insecticide]
that seemed not to affect my kids at all. No. I have no regrets.
The wildlife, there are still wild hogs down there I’m sure.
We never did see any, but of course they were there. Deer everywhere,
and critters of all kinds, but mostly mosquitoes. The wildlife was
never a problem to living in the area. The hard part was controlling
the mosquito issue, but again smart people have made it livable.
Johnson: Yes.
It’s still an issue.
Griffin: Oh,
of course it is. But the wildlife, it still exists no matter what.
I think that adds to the quality of life.
Johnson: I
know a lot of the neighborhoods, especially the ones that had astronauts
living in them, had tour buses come through, and the press, the public
interest. Was that in your neighborhood too?
Griffin: Not
in our particular block, because we didn’t have any astronauts,
but in Nassau Bay it certainly was a problem. It was a pain in the
neck. It limited where you could go during a mission because the paparazzi
was there. It’s just like it is anywhere. Yes, it impacted all
the neighborhoods. It’s like I said, we went to St. Martin’s
Episcopal Church except when the president was there for the same
reason. You couldn’t even get close to the place when the president
was in town. It was the same kind of thing. I didn’t envy the
astronaut families at all, I felt sorry for them because they couldn’t
escape. I was glad that the world ignored us actually.
Johnson: You
talked about belonging to that officers’ wives’ club because
it was expected of you. Was there anything expected once Gerry became
a flight director?
Griffin: No.
Johnson: There
wasn’t anything social that you were responsible for?
Griffin: Just
don’t get a ticket on base (the Center). Don’t do anything
on base to get in trouble. Gerry told me the same thing when we got
married.
Johnson: During
a break, we were talking about Helen Garriott. Now that we’re
back on, maybe you can just talk about the canoe that she built, and
maybe some of the other things you had in common with her.
Griffin: I
got to know Helen Garriott because she was a Cub Scout leader at the
same time I was, and she has a son. We had that in common, but she
did all kinds of things. I was in awe of her. She did ceramics, and
at the time made Moon Pots. She called them funny little saggy pots.
I have one that I just absolutely love, and it has the landing sites
and things marked on it with rhinestones. But she’s the only
person I’ve ever known that built a canoe from scratch, literally,
with wooden stays and covered with canvas and painted green. I was
always in awe of Helen. Amazing lady, and fine artist actually, but
could do anything.
She sent a robot to her son’s wedding. He got married in Europe
and she sent a robot with her picture glued to the main body of it
so that the people could literally talk to her live. An amazing lady.
Johnson: We
were talking just a few minutes ago that you got golf lessons from
your husband around 1970.
Griffin: Gerry
was a big golfer. He’d grown up in Fort Worth near where Ben
Hogan was. In fact he lived just within a couple of blocks of where
Ben Hogan played golf and he used to watch Ben practice all the time.
He was totally enamored with Ben Hogan, and started playing golf,
he and his twin brother, when they were kids. Gerry grew up to be
a really good golfer. Never had really enough time to devote to it,
but his swing never changed, and in fact he was notorious for having
a Gene Littler swing, which is very grooved and a good natural swing.
Gerry always played golf. I thought it was stupid to spend that much
time, but he always played golf from the day I met him, and we always
seemed to belong to a golf club, or he always had that accessible,
even when we were in California with the Air Force. He played golf,
and it was a part of our life. He was a member of Almaden [Golf and
Country Club]. Beautiful.
I never paid much attention to it. I thought it was kind of dumb that
he spent part of every weekend playing golf. But when our kids both
got in school, I think it was probably ’70, Gerry gave me six
golf lessons at Clear Lake Country Club from Johnny [Joseph J.] Maca
[golf pro], and boy, did I fall in love with pounding golf balls.
I love swinging hard. I don’t have much finesse, but I did become
totally bitten with it. I have played a lot of golf over the years,
and it became a major part of my life. Also it made moving frequently
much easier on me, because first thing we would do is find a place
to live, and it always had to be somewhat close to a golf country
club of some kind so that we could have that available to us. I knew
that I could walk in the front door and instantly belong. I didn’t
have to apologize to anybody or make up any stories, I could walk
in, take a deep breath, and say, “Hi, I’m Sandy Griffin,
I play golf, can I sign up?” and immediately belong. It was
my entree every time we moved, and it truly made life easier for me.
I instantly had something to belong to, something to do, something
totally apart from Gerry’s world, and totally apart from my
kids’ world, strictly mine.
It was true until my body decided that I didn’t need to play
golf anymore, which happened a few years ago. I can still hit the
golf ball. I can hit the golf ball out of the sand trap, I can’t
get me out of the sand trap.
Johnson: In
the ’60s there were a lot of things going on in the country,
there was a lot of unrest, the civil rights movement, and a lot of
people viewed the Apollo Program as such a positive thing that came
out of the ’60s, when everything else was going on. But a lot
of the men that we’ve talked to that were working, especially
astronauts, flight control definitely, they tell us that they weren’t
even aware what was going on in the rest of the world because they
were so focused on this mission. Was it like that for you too as a
member of this community? Was the whole community like that? Or were
you and the other women you knew, families, were you more aware of
what was going on in the rest of the world?
Griffin: Yes
and no, I think. We were probably more aware than the guys of what
was going on in the rest of the world. We were watching the news every
day, more so than the guys because they didn’t have time to
sit and watch the news. There was great unrest, but we were also involved
in what our husbands were doing. We just went through that time. In
fact Gerry’s twin brother was in Vietnam, and Gerry was prepared
at the drop of a hat to go to Vietnam if brother Larry had been missing
or something. He would have packed and gone, which I thought would
have been stupid, but he would have done it.
Johnson: It’s
a twin thing I’m sure.
Griffin: It
was the twin thing. But Larry got home just fine, and we had a big
party.
Johnson: I
imagine that was stressful, knowing his brother was there, and then
still having to concentrate so hard on what he was doing.
Griffin: I
don’t think he thought much about it. It was just a matter of
fact. I did all the correspondence. I drew cartoons. Larry would write
to us and then I would draw a cartoon of whatever he had written about
that time and send it back to him. He has a whole collection of them.
Johnson: That’s
nice. You just kept him informed of what was going on with the family?
Griffin: I
did. Gerry maybe wrote him once. I don’t remember. I did all
of the letter writing. As I said, I would draw a cartoon and return
it to him to give him something to smile about. His family, they moved
to Clear Lake to live near us. Gerry became the surrogate father.
In fact Larry’s daughter was born while he was in Vietnam, and
Gerry is her other daddy. He took Judy to the hospital, during the
middle of some flight probably. We had so much going on, and Gerry
still played golf too.
Johnson: Found
some time to relax every once in a while.
Griffin: Just
on and on.
Johnson: In
listening to you and some of the other wives we talked to, women traditionally
are the heart of the family, the ones that keep things going, and
as you mentioned doing the correspondence for him because he was busy
with his brother and doing different things. Before we started, we
talked about how important it was that you were able to do that, because
if the wives weren’t doing that, then their husbands wouldn’t
have been able to concentrate on what they were doing, and how important
to the mission that contribution that you made was and how you feel
about that.
Griffin: I
didn’t think about it at the time, but yes, absolutely, I do
now. I’m proud of me.
Johnson: With
good reason, because it’s important to keep things running.
Griffin: Yes,
and I was capable of doing that. I really was not very tolerant of
women who were not willing or didn’t think they were able to
stand up and take care of things. I am not very patient with them,
I wasn’t then and still aren’t.
Johnson: Not
all the marriages survived, unfortunately.
Griffin: No.
In fact a lot of astronaut marriages failed. It was definitely a stressful
time. A lot of women expected more of their marriages than I think
marriages should be expected to provide. You make your own happiness.
Your partner doesn’t make your happiness.
Johnson: When
Apollo came along, he was a flight director. I think it was after
the Apollo 1 fire, during that time he went into flight director training
instead of doing the GNC [Guidance and Navigation Control] work. That
was a different, and I imagine added stress to what he was doing.
Could you just talk about some of those missions, like Apollo 8? Do
you have any memories of that mission, or watching that on television,
since it was on Christmas Eve?
Griffin: Oh
yes, it was fantastic. Man had left the influence of the Earth. I
agree with Gerry. I think that was probably the most monumental, because
we stepped out there. That’s amazing. That was the first big
step, leaving the Earth, period. Fantastic.
Johnson: It
was stressful, I would imagine.
Griffin: I
don’t know. I wasn’t aware of the great stress. I don’t
think Gerry was either. Gerry likes being out on the end of the diving
board, he still does. That’s what he liked when I met him, and
that’s just the way our life has been; I never think about it.
Johnson: Do
you remember that Christmas Eve? Were you at home with your family,
or were you with other people during that time watching it?
Griffin: We
were probably in Houston because Gerry never was anywhere except in
the control center. I’m sure we were there. My mother very likely
was there with us. I don’t remember.
Johnson: How
about Apollo 11? What are your memories of that mission?
Griffin: It
was just like all the others, fantastic. The world was watching, and
I was aware that the world was watching. I was also aware that it
was not just us, it was the world that went to the Moon. I felt that
then, still do, it wasn’t just the USA, the world went to the
Moon. Everybody in the world was watching, guarantee you, and I knew
it.
Johnson: You
mentioned before you weren’t as aware of how important what
they were doing was until later. Was that one of your first times
that you started being aware of that importance?
Griffin: Oh,
probably, but I didn’t dwell on anything. Just go to the next
page. Just turn the page.
Johnson: Do
you remember any of the splashdown parties after that mission?
Griffin: Oh
God, yes. I didn’t last very long at that one, I was home early.
Yes, the parties were always at the hotels all around us. One thing
I really enjoyed, Jim [James L.] Hartz had become one of our very
best friends. Jim Hartz was NBC. Ended up later being the [NBC] Today
show host. Big-time. He hung out at our house all the time. At the
Nassau Bay Hotel, the NBC News thing [booth] was a little doodad on
the top, and he spent most of his free time at our house shooting
horse [basketball game] with our little boy and eating burgers with
us and stuff like that, picking Gerry’s brain, trying to learn
all he could about engineering. Crash course in engineering. He’s
still a good friend. It was fun having Jim Hartz, who was an important
NBC news guy hang out at my house. That was always fun. I loved doing
that.
Johnson: Do
you remember where you were when you were watching them walk on the
Moon for the first time?
Griffin: In
my house in Nassau Bay. Always home. Always in front of my very own
TV, because Gerry was always over at the control center.
Johnson: I
think Apollo 12 was the first lead flight director mission for him.
Griffin: That
was his first one, and boy, he was excited.
Johnson: Was
he?
Griffin: Yes.
He was going to be on the end of the diving board for sure, and he
was. Lightning struck. His voice got very high. You could hear it.
Johnson: On
the communication loops.
Griffin: You
can hear it.
Johnson: Yes.
It was an interesting mission. Apollo 13, you mentioned that you had
to chase him down because he was playing softball somewhere when that
happened. Did you see him much after that?
Griffin: No.
He was gone. Actually during a lot of the missions we didn’t
see him at all, because I had little people [at home]. Kirk was getting
older, and he wasn’t a problem. But I had a little one, and
Gerry was having to sleep quite often during the daytime, so he often
stayed over on site. The control center had sleeping quarters. It
had no windows, was cold, dark, and quiet, so he stayed over there.
He would come home, shower, get clean underwear and clothes, and then
go back. That was fine, because I had my world that had to happen
on a regular schedule. Kids had to get to school, normal things still
had to happen, doctors’ appointments, and other stuff.
One thing about it, I didn’t have to worry about feeding him,
which is still fine when he’s gone. I don’t have to worry
about feeding him. It’s always easier.
Johnson: It’s
something you became accustomed to after all the years.
Griffin: Yes.
After a week or so I’m ready for him to come home, but I never
ever minded him being gone for short periods. It happened from day
one, because when we were at Hamilton he sat on alert. They had live
weapons on their airplanes, and when they were on alert he was out
at the alert hangar, so very early on I had a husband that was gone.
Johnson: Since
he was in mission control, I probably already know the answer to this,
but did you ever have a chance to see any launches or landings?
Griffin: No,
not until we went elsewhere. Some of the people, when they weren’t
on an active flight, did go down and watch launches. Gerry said they
didn’t pay him to go stand around and be a spectator. They paid
him to be in mission control. He never left mission control during
the entire Apollo Program, he didn’t see a flight of any kind
until we got to Washington, and me either. Couldn’t afford it.
NASA wasn’t going to pay to send me to the Cape. I never could
even get into mission control.
Johnson: Really?
Griffin: No.
Johnson: You
never got in to see anything.
Griffin: No.
Johnson: The
viewing room, or any part of it.
Griffin: No,
not until later. We didn’t have access to anything. I loved
it when he was the Center Director. I had access to everything.
Johnson: I
can imagine. He did move on, and I think ’73 is when he moved
to [NASA] Headquarters [Washington, D.C.].
Griffin: That’s
right.
Johnson: You
took the kids and went with him at that time?
Griffin: No,
kids were still in school. He got that assignment before the end of
school, and I didn’t even go up and house-hunt with him. Didn’t
have time and couldn’t afford it for one thing. NASA would pay
for one trip to house-hunt, but there was always extenuating circumstances.
Johnson: With
kids in school.
Griffin: Kids
in school and too much going on. It was before Kirk’s junior
year in high school, and Gwen was 10 and in elementary school. I loved
the house that Gerry found in Vienna, Virginia. We joined Westwood
Country Club, which was about a block and a half away. The house is
still very nice in a very nice neighborhood. It backed up to a green
belt and a path and creek. Gerry did good. We loved living in Vienna.
It was a separate little town of its own; not just a suburb of D.C.
We had a refrigerator in our family room, on the bottom floor of our
house in Vienna, with a beer keg in it and a tap on the side. We also
had it in Nassau Bay where we had a huge back porch that we had built,
with the beer tap in the utility room.
When we lived in Nassau Bay, we bought our Pearl beer kegs from the
Singing Wheel in Webster. We bout our beer kegs and gas from the Vienna
Inn in Vienna, Virginia. I can’t remember where I got the CO2
gas when we lived in Nassau Bay, but gas and kegs were on my to-do
list. Our gas bottle was an old fire extinguisher. I had it filled
and parked it in the utility room for Gerry to connect up when he
got home from work. Somehow, they hadn’t gotten the safety seal
put on very well, and the thing blew. I’m in the kitchen, and
here comes this red fire extinguisher bottle spinning out of the utility
room, outgassing CO2, and I’m running from it, just another
adventure in the life of Nassau Bay during the space race.
Johnson: He
went ahead and bought a house in D.C. Were you responsible for selling
your house? Did you sell your house at that point?
Griffin: I
did, I put it on the market. We got twice as much for it as we paid
for it, which was amazing. However, it cost us twice as much as we
made on the Nassau Bay house to get a house in Vienna.
Johnson: Yes.
Cost of living is a higher there.
Griffin: It
was definitely a shock. We never ever got ahead. Everyplace we lived
cost us more. Same was true in California. When Gerry was at Dryden,
we lived in Lancaster, California. When he was at Kennedy [Space Center,
(KSC) Florida], we lived in Satellite Beach.
Johnson: You
lived in different communities. You went to Vienna and then after
that out to Dryden and then Kennedy and then back to Headquarters
at some point.
Griffin: No,
I never did go back to Headquarters.
Johnson: You
didn’t go back when he went?
Griffin: No.
I stayed in Florida, and Gerry commuted. He was Deputy Director of
KSC on Monday and Friday, and at NASA Headquarters in DC as Associate
Administrator for External Relations on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday
for close to two years. It was Gwen’s junior and senior years
in high school. She was the head cheer leader and also taking college
classes at Brevard Community College. I was playing a lot of golf
and also acting as secretary for the first ever men’s senior
PGA tournament event ever held at our country club, Suntree, in Melbourne,
Florida.
Johnson: Just
talk maybe just for a second, because you had to live in different
communities. Especially at Dryden and then again in Kennedy, were
you in communities similar to what you were down here as far as NASA
people living in the area? Or were you in more separate areas?
Griffin: No,
we never were in a NASA community again. That situation never existed
again. That community in Clear Lake was unusual. The other communities
we lived in, we never really wanted to live right near the Center.
We didn’t want to be totally immersed in the NASA world. We
never wanted to live on the golf course either, because we never wanted
to be totally immersed in the golf course world. We wanted always
to have some space between our worlds. It was a good way to do it,
because that way we were a part of a number of worlds. We always had
our golf community, we always had our NASA community.
When we lived in Vienna, those legislative affairs people lived all
over the place – Virginia, Maryland, and DC. They had never
ever been to a beer bust or Texas barbecue, so we had a big beer bust
and barbecue at our house on the driveway. We cooked brisket, chicken,
ribs and pot of beans and shot baskets. They had a ball. Those people
had never done anything like that in their lives. Legislative affairs
had certainly never ever done anything like that.
Johnson: You
brought a little Texas to them.
Griffin: Absolutely.
Brought Texas to the Vienna community. Actually we lived only two
blocks from the golf course, but none of our neighbors played golf.
I could walk to the club, and I had a pull cart to carry my clubs.
The kids would go off to school and I would go to the golf course.
I played a lot of golf. Beautiful golf course. The Westwood Country
Club.
Loved the wintertime because the lakes froze, and I could bounce my
ball across the water. I did join the women’s golf association
because that was the group I played with on a regular basis and it
afforded tournaments and intra-club events for me to play in. It’s
the only women’s organization I ever joined in the places we’ve
lived.
Johnson: Eventually
you did come back to Houston. Did you choose to live in Houston this
time instead of the Clear Lake area when you got back? Or did you
live in Clear Lake?
Griffin: Yes,
we first lived in Clear Lake. We lived in a patio home just outside
the Center. Absolutely loved it. Zero-lot-line. What’s that
area called?
Ross-Nazzal:
Is it University Green?
Griffin: Yes,
University Green. We had a huge hot tub/spa. Gerry and Ace Decking
Company, which was made up of half of the astronaut corps and the
flight control people who volunteered and built our deck. I think
Ellison [S.] Onizuka’s wife never believed that he was actually
at our house building a deck. They never would let El have a hammer
because he kept missing the nails and dinging the redwood. He was
relegated to holding boards and stuff like that.
I loved that little house, it was all decked, with a little bit of
grass for our dog. It was so easy to keep inside and out. We were
there until Gerry went to town.
Johnson: When
he retired from NASA?
Griffin: Yes,
when Gerry left NASA to be the president and CEO of the Houston chamber
of Commerce. He commuted for about six months. It was obvious that
wasn’t going to work. Again, it was kind of like with this place,
he said, “Find us a place to live.” I started hunting
and found another zero-lot-line place. The house was on a pipestem
driveway on Briar Drive that backed up to Buffalo Bayou just outside
Loop 610 on the west side of Houston. A great house, absolutely fantastic.
It was one of three freestanding at the end of the pipestem. I absolutely
loved it, nicest house we ever lived in, much less owned.
In fact we came up here and signed the papers on this place, and here
it is, a manufactured home, a double-wide. I told Gerry, as we were
driving back to Houston, “Tell me again why I’m selling
the nicest, most expensive house I’ve ever lived in to live
in a manufactured home, a double-wide? Tell me again why I’m
doing this.” But we’re where we ought to be, and we love
it. Gerry still works, contrary to what people believe. He has not
retired; the activity challenge has just changed.
Johnson: When
you went back to Clear Lake and University Green, that had been a
few years, like almost 10 years, since you’d lived there. How
had Clear Lake changed in that time?
Griffin: Oh,
wow, mushroomed, exploded. Of course we didn’t have kids at
home, so our world had changed. I intended to get immediately back
into golf. However, Gerry’s world had changed to the point that
it was requiring more of me than his world had required of me before.
Before I really didn’t have an active part in it. Now the social
requirements were different. As the Center Director’s wife,
I had to be charming on occasion, and present myself to the public
in a fashion that was acceptable as the “wife of the boss.”
My world changed drastically.
He didn’t really have time to play golf anymore, and neither
did I. The world told him that the Center Director can do anything
he wants to. Betty Sue [Feddersen, the Center Director’s secretary]
had prepared his calendar so he could have every Wednesday off to
play golf. That turned out to be totally unrealistic; he flat didn’t
have time, period.
Johnson: That
was the beginning of the Shuttle Program, so I imagine it was pretty
busy.
Griffin: He
played golf occasionally, and I started classes at the University
of Houston – Clear Lake (UHCL), with the idea of finishing my
degree. We never ever rejoined a club. By then Clear Lake Country
Club wasn’t viable anymore anyway. Then when we got to town
with the Chamber of Commerce, Gerry said, “If River Oaks [Country
Club] will give me a membership, I would love it. Would love to be
a member of River Oaks even for just a short period of time.”
Our name never got on that list. We didn’t really have time
to campaign for it anyway.
I didn’t play golf for that 10-year period when he was Center
Director, nor when he was with the Chamber of Commerce or when he
was the head of the Korn/Ferry International office either. Just too
much going on in our world, too much social, too much travel. By then
we could afford to do things, because he was finally making a decent
living, but just really didn’t have time, and we never did join
another country club.
When we got here, after I got this place built, and it was all up
and functioning, I looked around, and I had become a housewife again.
That was boring. I told Gerry, “We’re going to have to
join the country club. I need golf or something, I’ve got to
have some outlet.” We joined Riverhill Country Club here in
Kerrville. It is the best golf course I’ve ever played, bar
none. Gorgeous golf course built by Byron Nelson. I have played some
of the best golf of my life here, as a matter of fact. I’ve
loved every minute of it, and I’ve played a lot of golf.
Johnson: You
said you were responsible for more social events when he was Center
Director. What type of things do you remember doing?
Griffin: Gerry
had a speech every morning, every noon, every night. Rubber chicken
and green pea activities. I was responsible to be on his arm, smiling
and charming. That became magnified as we joined the Chamber. One
of the major events then was the Red Rose Ball, University of Houston-Downtown,
which we were both great supporters of and still are. You just automatically
get involved as the head of JSC or the Houston Chamber.
Johnson: You
said you got your degree at University of Houston-Clear Lake 30 years
and one semester later.
Griffin: Thirty
years and one semester. Yes, the proudest single event of my life.
I had started college in September 1955. I finally got the degree
in December 1985.
Johnson: Was
that during the Center Director time?
Griffin: Yes.
Gerry had been given an honorary degree from the University of Houston-Clear
Lake. He ended up presenting me my diploma, which was a total surprise
to me.
Johnson: Oh,
how wonderful.
Griffin: I
loved every minute of going back to school and working to get that
degree. I had always intended to finish. It was very important to
me. I had only set that aside when I met Gerry during my junior year
at University of Texas. As we traveled through our life, we had things
that we needed to do, so that had to get put on hold. Almost every
place we lived, I signed up to go to school. I really got serious
about it when we were at Kennedy Space Center, when Gerry was the
Deputy Director down there. I was doing freelance commercial art,
and I needed to upgrade my skills; it was before the day of computer
graphics, just the beginning of it. My graphic design skills were
all hand, and I needed to refresh that, so I went over to the local
Brevard Community College. I already had 90 something hours, I was
already well past junior college level, but I signed up for a basic
design course, which I’d already had several times.
I was taking this basic design just to refresh my skills, and I fell
in love with going to school. I also found out that I couldn’t
just go to school to take courses. If I’m going to be in school,
I’m going to earn an associate degree for goodness’ sakes.
So, I ended up with an associate degree in art. I did everything in
art they had to offer. We even painted a mural of 1934 downtown Melbourne
that ended up on the side of a building. I had more fun and loved
every minute of it.
After finishing at BCC, I had actually enrolled at University of Central
Florida in Orlando, fully intending to finally get the degree. About
that time, Gerry decides to leave NASA, accepts a job in California,
and we’re gone. Daughter Gwen ends up going to the University
of Central Florida rather than me.
We’re back in California, Gerry is working with Dave [David
R.] Scott as a partner in Scott Science and Technology. That’s
fine. I sign up and am accepted at Cal State [California State University]
Northridge, which is just over the mountains toward LA [Los Angeles],
and I’m ready to register for classes when Gerry goes back to
work for NASA at the Cape, pending being named the Director of JSC.
Here we go again. Degree is put on hold, and I’m left behind
again to sell the house. This time it’s for the job of a lifetime.
What an honor to be the third Director of the Johnson Space Center
following Dr. Gilruth and Chris [Christopher C.] Kraft.
We get back to the Houston/Clear Lake area, I go over to UH-Clear
Lake and register for more art classes, and tell Gerry, “Keep
this job long enough for me to get my degree!” I had the best
time. I discovered that not only was I a good student, but I was actually
much smarter than I thought I was. Gerry said all I did was screw
up the curve for the kids. I made straight As and graduated with honors.
We finally stayed in one place long enough for me to get that degree,
30 years and one semester late. Which was originally May of 1959.
Johnson: Better
late than never.
Griffin: Better
late than never.
Johnson: It’s
accomplishing a goal, which is important.
Griffin: That’s
the best thing I ever did for me. Loved every minute of it.
Johnson: It’s
a good school.
Griffin: Oh,
good grief. Now it’s a four-year school.
Johnson: Yes.
Griffin: I’m
proud of it. I loved every minute of it, and my association with it.
That was one of the things that I disliked about our move to town
with the Chamber job. I had to stop taking graduate classes at the
Clear Lake campus.
Johnson: That
was the early years of the school too. It hadn’t been around
that long when you were going there.
Griffin: No.
Johnson: I
was going to ask Jennifer, see if she has anything to add.
Ross-Nazzal:
Yes, I had a couple of questions. I was making some notes for myself
here. You had said that the community in Clear Lake was unusual, and
it was never going to exist again. Did you have a sense when you were
living there in the ’60s how unusual this community was? Or
was it only when you came back that you realized it was unusual?
Griffin: It
was unusual from the beginning. There were very few people living
there except NASA people. Slowly the oil and chemical people from
the La Porte/Baytown area started osmosing into the community around
JSC. For example, Kirk’s friend Jimmy Martin’s dad worked
for Shell Oil. People like that started moving in as there was more
and more very nice housing and the area became a viable community
with good schools.
Our doctor was Frank Sims. He and a couple of partners opened a little
clinic/general practice in League City about the same time we arrived.
They were young and just starting out like all of us. He became our
daughter’s doctor again when she moved back down there in the
‘90s. He retired soon after.
There were little bits and pieces of other things. The little shopping
center there in Nassau Bay: Graham’s Men’s Store was opened
there. It was a great men’s store. In fact the sport jacket
that Gerry is wearing this week is from Graham’s. He had to
go back to it because the blue sport coat he had flat fell apart.
We had to throw it away a couple weeks ago and dig out the one from
Graham’s. It was the only thing he had.
The bank was opening there also, so it was beginning to be a real
community. But it was different, and you knew it. You could tell.
People were beginning to move in from other areas. They were joining
the community, because obviously it was going to be something big.
“This is going to be big, guys. This place is exciting. Let’s
go along for the ride.” The more diverse the community became,
the more exciting and interesting it became.
Ross-Nazzal:
Some of the people that we’ve talked to about this time period
say it was like a family.
Griffin: Oh,
it really was.
Ross-Nazzal:
But what made it like a family? What brought you all together? Was
it NASA? Was it Apollo? Was it a combination? Was it something else?
Griffin: It
was all of that. NASA was the catalyst. You were in this swamp where
people weren’t supposed to live, for one thing. It really was.
In fact it was kind of like—most people that move to places
like that get hardship pay. But it really was a difficult place because
no one had ever lived there before—a huge population hadn’t.
We felt like we’re in this together, and together we can make
this good for all of us. We all were sharing a lot – not unlike
a family. Houston is an anomaly, for crying out loud. Something that
big and that dynamic shouldn’t be where it is. The whole thing
is mud. So what happened in the Clear Lake area just fits with what
Houston did. It’s almost a spirit or something that generates
its own energy – its own force. NASA fits into that naturally.
Ross-Nazzal:
You were talking to Sandra about El Lago. I was curious, were there
any neighborhood traditions that were established during the ’60s
that you recall? Different things that you guys might have done that
have carried through over the years?
Griffin: Oh,
I don’t know. I have no idea. We were just living one day at
a time.
Ross-Nazzal:
You mentioned the Clear Lake City Country Club. I actually live in
the original part of Clear Lake City and I’ve met some folks
who were members of that. They talked about how that country club
and then the Clear Lake Rec [Recreation and Community] Center really
were a place where there was a large community, a place for people
to gather who didn’t have a lot of family or friends in the
area. Was that the case for you?
Griffin: It
was a great place, a great place to eat lunch, for one thing. They
had a great restaurant. They had a much larger pool there than we
did in Nassau Bay. I took my kids over there swimming a lot. I’d
take Kirk over there and he’d bash balls on the driving range
for hours. The whole Clear Lake area was just a safe and easy place
to have a family, and I’m sure it still is.
They could do anything on their own. A funny story that goes along
with that Clear Lake Country Club was a great place to eat lunch,
as I mentioned. During the Apollo Program in the middle of one of
the flights, I had gone over for a buffet. We had had days and days
of rain, streets were flooded, we were drowning, typically. One of
the servers (an older lady, maybe 50 years old) pulls me aside, “Honey,
you’re going to have to talk to your husband and tell him they’ve
got to stop walking on the Moon. It’s what’s causing all
of this rain.”
I said, “Okay.”
She said, “No, I’m serious. God is angry. We have got
to stop walking on the Moon.” She said, “Please tell your
husband for me.” She pulled me out of the line to tell me this.
I said, “Yes, ma’am, I will be sure to tell him that.”
We were in the middle of a mission. Someone was walking on the Moon,
and that’s why we were flooding. I assured her that I would
take care of it as soon as I saw him again. I did, I told Gerry. I
don’t know whether he stopped them or not. But Clear Lake, yes,
it was a great place to hang out. I bashed a lot of balls over there.
I never was a finesse golfer, but I could hit the stuffing out of
a golf ball, and I played a lot of golf starting there at Clear Lake
Country Club.
Ross-Nazzal:
You mentioned you couldn’t get over into mission control. How
closely were you following your husband’s job, and how much
was he sharing with you of what he was doing? You knew he was a flight
controller, you knew he was a flight director, but were you getting
in the weeds in that?
Griffin: I
understood what he was doing. I have an analytical, mechanical kind
of a mind, so I knew quite well what he was doing. A lot of wives
didn’t know what their husbands did. I happened to be able to
understand it. I’m not an engineer or anything; I’m not
interested in that kind of detail. I’m more as he is, interested
in operations. He would tell me what was going on. He would call me
and say, “Hey, make sure you pay attention to the news tonight,
such and such is about to happen or something like that. Or we’ve
had a problem and so go turn the news on.” I wasn’t privy
to anything necessarily. I understood it a lot better than a lot of
people did. A lot of wives were oblivious to everything. But I loved
it, loved being a part of it.
Ross-Nazzal:
You mentioned his voice went up for Apollo 12. How did you know that?
Did you have a squawk box or that was on the news?
Griffin: No,
the astronaut families had little radio things in their homes, we
didn’t. I heard it later on tapes. No. We weren’t privy
to anything. I couldn’t even get in the viewing room. The only
reason I could get on site is I could deliver Gerry to work or pick
him up. I had no extra privileges. I loved him being Center Director.
I finally got to go just about anywhere. I even had parking places.
Johnson: That’s
special there.
Griffin: That’s
the best job I thought he ever had. To him the best job he ever had
was flight director. No question.
Ross-Nazzal:
Center Director, really got a lot of weight on your shoulders.
Johnson: It’s
all administration.
Griffin: Yes,
too much housekeeping stuff. But it wasn’t weight on my shoulders.
I just had to smile and be nice to people.
Ross-Nazzal:
When you guys came, when they opened the Center, did you get a chance
to go out there with the kids and see what NASA was like and tour
the facilities? Was that available to families?
Griffin: Oh
goodness, it was grim. It was dusty and dirty and new buildings. We
didn’t have access to anything, and there was nothing organized
to show it to us. They were already up to their ears with “going
to the Moon.” It never occurred to anyone to show the facilities
to the families.
Ross-Nazzal:
Did you feel put off by that at all as a wife?
Griffin: No.
We’d been Air Force, I didn’t have access to any of that
either. Didn’t make any difference. It wasn’t anything
that I ever thought about.
Ross-Nazzal:
You mentioned earlier when we were off tape about taking apart your
washing machine and fixing it. Did the other wives whose husbands
were working at NASA ever come to you and say, “You seem to
have some of these skills, and I’ve got a problem, can you help
me fix it?”
Griffin: No.
It’s just what I was interested in doing. I’m a tomboy,
and it’s what I liked doing. Helen Garriott did that kind of
stuff too. I had a hard time doing—well, still I don’t
do girl things very easily. Not interested. I’d rather be taking
something apart than playing cards or visiting at a tea.
Ross-Nazzal:
I just had one more question, and this is a thought that I have. I’m
wondering what you think. I think that the women were really integral
to building the Clear Lake community.
Griffin: Oh,
no doubt.
Ross-Nazzal:
I’m wondering what your thoughts are on that and how they built
that community.
Griffin: No
doubt. Rusty [Russell L.] Schweickart’s first wife.
Ross-Nazzal:
Is that Clare?
Griffin: Yes,
Clare. Boy, you talk about having a major impact. Some of the wives
had a major impact on what happened in that community. I didn’t.
I just kind of went along with the flow. Not being a joiner, if it
works it’s okay with me. However there were a lot of well educated,
very talented, capable women in that area whose husbands were very
busy, and they needed challenges of their own.
For example, when we first lived in Nassau Bay it was long-distance
to call Houston. Literally. You had to pay a long-distance fee to
call Houston, or Clear Lake City, or League city, etc. Clare Schweickart
was singularly responsible for getting that changed. I don’t
know what she did, but by the time she got through with the phone
companies it was not long-distance to call Houston anymore. That’s
just one example.
I think most wives just sat around like me and did nothing, but there
were some of them that got involved in all kinds of thing, many became
active politically. A lot of them were teachers who had a great impact
on the school system. A lot of them went back to school. That had
a major impact on UH-Clear Lake. Like Shuttle commander [Francis Richard]
Scobee’s wife, June Scobee. She went back to school at UH-Clear
Lake. She also later helped share the special education programs there.
Interesting story about her. She got her doctorate at [Texas] A&M
[University, College Station]. This early in Dick’s astronaut
career. June couldn’t afford to rent an apartment at College
Station, so she lived in a freshman dorm in the summertime. She had
a freshman roommate. Her roommate came in when they first got settled
and said, “Ms. Scobee, where’s the action?” Ms.
Scobee laughed and said, “I haven’t the slightest idea.”
She and her roommate made it through that summer.
Johnson: That’s
funny.
Ross-Nazzal:
That’s hilarious.
Griffin: There’s
not much that the wives didn’t do. Ms. Scobee had a freshman
roommate. She got her doctorate.
Ross-Nazzal:
She was committed.
Griffin: She
was committed. An amazing lady like others. She and Dick started school
together after they were married. Neither one of them had been to
college. Amazing. A lot of people doing a lot of things, but a lot
of the wives just succumbed to the whole thing, and it beat them.
Johnson: That’s
interesting, the difference between, I guess personalities play a
big point.
Griffin: Personalities,
I guess. In my case I felt ignored sometimes, but I also always felt
like it was Gerry and I together. I felt that “we” were
in this whole adventure together.
Johnson: You
were a team.
Griffin: We
were a team. I got pretty upset with him a few times. My team member
wasn’t pulling his weight. And we didn’t have any money,
my gosh, none of us had any money. That was the hard part. We really
didn’t.
Johnson: That’s
dedication to take that job knowing you were going to have a cut in
pay, and you had two kids to raise.
Griffin: It
was really funny. We were finally making $1,000 a month. We thought
we were rich. He took a pay cut. “Gerry. You’ve got to
be kidding. Okay.”
Ross-Nazzal:
I imagine that would have been an interesting conversation to sit
in on.
Griffin: Oh,
no, it didn’t actually last very long. It was going to be okay;
tell me where to stand. You can do anything for a while, you really
can. That’s the way I felt about everyplace we lived. Heck,
I can live there. I can do that. Everyplace we lived was fun, had
something different to offer. A new adventure if you would just let
it be.
Golly, when we lived in Florida, we had our ski boat in our backyard.
What’s not fun about that?
Ross-Nazzal:
Sounds like you have that NASA can-do spirit.
Griffin: It
was fun. Certainly one of those adventures
Johnson: Is
there anything we haven’t talked about that you wanted to mention
before we go?
Griffin: I
can’t think what it is, covered just about everything. Our kids
grew up very cosmopolitan. Wouldn’t trade that for the world.
Both of them. You know Gwen, don’t you?
Ross-Nazzal:
I’ve talked to her on the phone several times. We’re actually
going to do an interview with her after all these.
Griffin: Very
dynamic, both of them. They can talk to anybody about anything. Kirk
is a general contractor here, but he worked for NASA. His degree was
building construction, but when he got out of A&M the Houston
economy was on its rear. He couldn’t get a job, couldn’t
find work. It was terrible, it’s when everything went under.
It’s when Gerry left NASA and went to work for the Chamber of
Commerce. Gerry represented government and high tech, and they were
depending on Gerry to help redirect Houston’s economy, which
made sense to me too.
Kirk ended up getting a job with Ford Aerospace. When Gerry retired
from NASA, Kirk then went to work for NASA. He was in payloads for
15 years, so he’s a NASA guy. With all our moves the kids and
I learned that we had to “suck it up.” Hi. I’m Sandy
Griffin. Hi. I’m Kirk Griffin. Hi. I’m Gwen.
When we got to Florida, Gwen came dragging in one day and said, “I
am so tired of being on. I am so tired of introducing myself to people.”
Here she is, between her junior high and high school, and she’s
learned how to do that and how important that is. Both of them are
really good at it. They are both dynamic. And I have no regrets.
Johnson: That’s
wonderful.
Griffin: Yes.
They have fared well as a result.
Johnson: Not
a bad way of growing up.
Griffin: No,
and they both know it. Gwen fought it. As a teen, she hated everything
about our world. She didn’t want anything to do with the space
business. Funny thing about it is that now her world is totally immersed
in it. I used to think Gerry knew everything and everybody in the
space world. But no, Gwen does. Kirk and Gwen are both charming. They
learned their lessons well.
Actually, I’m basically very shy. But I can say, “Hi.
I’m Sandy Griffin.” And I can talk about most anything.
Johnson: It’s
a long way from that girl growing up in Kerrville in a bakery.
Griffin: As
I said, I have no idea where I got that.
Johnson: Sounds
like it was a good life, and still is.
Griffin: Yes,
it most certainly still is. Oh, I wouldn’t trade any of it for
the world. It’s not all been sweetness and roses, but I’ve
had a great life.
Johnson: No
one’s life is. There are ups and downs.
Griffin: We’ve
been healthy, as well as our kids. Our life has been good. No major
negatives. We’re still here, still perking along. Gerry is still
as busy as he can possibly be, and our adventure continues. We smile
a lot.
Johnson: We
appreciate you talking to us today and spending so much time with
us.
Griffin: My
pleasure.
[End
of interview]