NASA Johnson Space Center
Oral History Project
Edited Oral History Transcript
William
S. McArthur, Jr.
Interviewed by Jennifer Ross-Nazzal
Houston, Texas – 20 January 2017
Ross-Nazzal:
Today is January 20th, 2017. This interview with Bill McArthur is
being conducted at the Johnson Space Center for the JSC Oral History
Project. The interviewer is Jennifer Ross-Nazzal, assisted by Sandra
Johnson. Thanks again for taking some time this morning to meet with
us.
McArthur:
Jennifer, thank you for coming up here, and Sandra. I can say we’re
really happy that you’re part of the S&MA [Safety and Mission
Assurance] family. I think with our knowledge management function
it’s a good fit. I’m looking forward to the opportunity
to share some of my memories.
Ross-Nazzal:
We’re looking forward to it. We’ve heard about your front
porch activities. Definitely interested in hearing more. How closely
did you follow the early space program when you were a kid?
McArthur:
I think I followed it as closely as most young people did at the time.
In the spring of 1961, with the first spaceflights, I was almost ten
years old. My guess is I was in the fourth grade at the time. I was
always interested in the sciences. My dad had majored in math, so
a lot of things I think imprinted on me as a little boy. My dad was
really one of these larger-than-life figures. Anything I associated
with who he was were probably things that I embraced as things I wanted
to be. He actually was a farmer. We owned our own farm. He had served
in World War II and was still in the Army Reserves when I was growing
up. In 1961, I’m trying to remember if he was a general officer
by then. He became a brigadier general in the Army Reserves, so again
just a really larger-than-life John Wayne type figure is what I remember.
I think that all influenced my interest in science and technology
and engineering, so man, I was really excited.
As a kid I picked up the model rocketry bug and really enjoyed doing
those things, and of course followed all the launches. Interestingly
enough, a few years later, I guess it would be eight years later,
as a freshman or a plebe at West Point [United States Military Academy,
New York], they marched us all into this auditorium, and we sat there
and watched on—I’m sure it would have been pretty advanced
technology at the time—but the TV images were projected on the
screen in front of the auditorium. We saw the Apollo 11 landing and
saw those videos. I would say almost the earliest memories I have
of human spaceflight and the firsts in human spaceflight are significant
in those memories.
Ross-Nazzal:
I had read that you liked to doodle space vehicles and rockets as
a child.
McArthur:
I did. [I also remember, clearly, drawing picture of rockets when
I was in second grade. Probably should have been studying my spelling
list, but… Fortunately, Ms. McDuffie was very patient.] I’d
take scrap lumber. I remember building an airplane I could sit in.
Ironically, I actually found a connection to my childhood after I
got here, and I was in the Shuttle Program. Being on a cotton and
tobacco farm, especially the cotton, periodically my dad would hire
someone to do aerial spraying and apply pesticides. I remember the
crop duster was a gentleman named Mr. Modlin. Somewhere in there I
remember being promised the chance to go fly with Mr. Modlin one time,
and it never happened.
Gosh, this probably would have been seven or eight years ago. I’m
in a meeting, and one of the engineers here on site is a gentleman
named Tom Modlin. I said, “Well, I knew a Mr. Modlin back when
I was a little boy and this was in North Carolina.”
He goes, “Oh, I grew up in North Carolina.”
I go, “Robeson County, Scotland County, Mr. Modlin, crop duster.”
Tom goes, “It’s my dad.” I didn’t complain,
but I never got to fly with Mr. Modlin.
Ross-Nazzal:
Did you have a chance to explore aviation as a child? You didn’t
get to fly with that crop duster.
McArthur:
No, not really. I don’t know if I didn’t have the opportunities.
I’m sure if I’d had the bug really strong then I could
have. I got involved with the usual things. Went to a very small high
school. My graduating class was the largest in the history of the
school at that time at one hundred students. The population of the
school had increased because in the late ’60s this was right
in, I think, the real impetus for desegregation. My freshman year
the high school was segregated, my junior year the high school was
fully integrated.
Still the BMCs, the big men on campus, were the athletes. I wasn’t
unathletic, but I was certainly not a superstar. At 145 pounds I was
an offensive lineman on the football team. We did okay. Our senior
year we I think went tem and two, lost the state championship by one
point. We were small, but we were sneaky. If you couldn’t block
somebody head on, you’d figure out a way to catch them by surprise.
No, I didn’t really.
As I mentioned I was really interested in model rocketry and started
with little rockets. I remember one that I really liked. It promised
with the right engine that it could go to an altitude of a mile and
actually exceed the speed of sound. I thought that was pretty cool.
Because we lived on a farm, we had big open fields all around the
house and during the fallow season would plow the fields under, then
they were just really pretty open. I remember we did have cotton starting
to grow when I tried to launch my supersonic rocket. I was a little
worried about what it might actually do, so I put a D cell battery
up in the upper part of the rocket, hoping the extra mass would keep
it from [flying so high that I couldn’t visually track it]—I
wouldn’t lose it. I think what really happened is it had a slight
little structural failure up there, so the parachute wouldn’t
deploy. It went really fast and really high. Then I think it buried
itself so deeply in the field, I never could find it.
You do have to be careful what you say, because somehow your words
have a tendency to come back. I was going into Fry’s several
years ago, and they used to have a little section where they would
sell model rockets. There was a little sign that said, “For
many of us an Estes rocket was our first launch. Bill McArthur.”
I didn’t intend that to be an endorsement whenever I said it,
but that sounds like something I would have said.
If you remember, the Tet Offensive was in 1968, so every day on the
news we’d go home and we would see the combat footage from Vietnam.
As you recall, that’s when helicopters became deeply associated
with ground combat operations. We’ll probably get into some
of this later, but at that point I’d been interested in going
to West Point for a few years. That worked out, so I got into the
academy. In the second summer, they tried to give us a week of exposure
to all the various branches in the Army. We’d spend a week doing
combat engineer work, or we’d spend a week with artillery and
spend a week with armor. Then there was one week we were doing infantry
operations, and one of them involved an airmobile operation. Everybody
with a rifle gets in the back of a helicopter, good old classic Huey.
They’d take you somewhere. You’d get off, and then you’d
go do your things on the ground.
We were far enough into the summer that we’d been exposed to
a lot of heat, dust, rain, discomfort. We’re sitting in the
back of the helicopter. I look at the front, and I see the pilots
up there. They look really comfortable; they just look relaxed. I
really liked things that flew. Right after that we had to pick our
majors at West Point, so I chose aerospace engineering. I was going
to be doing something in science or engineering, so I chose aerospace
engineering.
We were able [to display]—we called them knickknacks. As an
upperclassman, I think they allowed us to have two knickknacks, two
little decorative type items, on your desk, so I always had some combination
of helicopters and rockets on my desk. I remember my senior year I
had a model of a helicopter gunship. I suspended it from the ceiling,
and then from the minigun in the nose I stretched a strand of red
sewing thread to the counter by the sink. I put little toy infantrymen
down there, and then I took little pieces of cotton and used a pencil
or something to darken them up, make them look like little explosions.
I put them around. Our room was going to be inspected that morning,
and the major who supervised us was just a gung ho infantryman. He
came in, and he saw my little gunship attacking the infantrymen on
the side of the sink. He didn’t give me any demerits, but he
did suggest I not do that again.
Ross-Nazzal:
What interested you in applying to West Point?
McArthur:
So now we cycle back. In 1955 a first cousin of mine, one of my dad’s
nephews, graduated from West Point. It was obvious my dad was really
proud of him having done that. Name was Carl Cathey, Jr. Carl was
commissioned in the Air Force. In the late ’50s he was flying
fighters out of Myrtle Beach Air Force Base [South Carolina]. As the
jet flies, it was probably only seventy or eighty miles away. We had
lots of family members in this community; all the farms in this area
had been subdivided from a much larger farm that my grandfather had
owned. We would find out that Carl was flying, and he was going to
fly over the area. You’d go out. Here this F-100, it would come
screaming overhead at about five hundred feet.
My parents never said, “We would like for you to go to West
Point.” But I think at an early age I knew that that was something
that they thought was worthy. It’s not a goal in and of itself,
but a worthy step as part of the process of growing up and eventually
becoming an independent adult. I have to say I think that planted
the seed. Ultimately, I decided to go to West Point because I wanted
to be a soldier. It seemed like if I was going to go to college, and
I was going to be a soldier, that certainly seemed to be a pretty
good path to be on. Then over the years I read some of the Red Reeder
West Point books, which certainly don’t paint the West Point
experience as being easy, but maybe they glamorize it a little bit.
Maybe they focus more on the humor than on the pressure being there.
Also, I’ve always considered myself pretty conservative from
the standpoint of doing normal things. But as I look back, there’s
a certain—I don’t want to call it rebellious—a string
of somewhat, I don’t know if they’re rebellious or risky
actions and decisions. Everybody in my school were applying to places
like UNC [University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill] and NC [North
Carolina] State [University, Raleigh] and Duke [University, Durham].
Those were the teams people rooted for, and those were the schools
that all my friends—my really close friends in high school went
to UNC or NC State. I don’t know if for some reason I subconsciously
wanted to just do something different, wanted to not follow the same
path that everyone else was going.
It sounds good when you’re at the decision-making point. It’s
attractive. “I’m going to stand out by just being different.”
Then you get to the point where you’re just being different
and you’re going, “Maybe I want to be back in the crowd.”
I ran into that in my Army career as well. As a young lieutenant,
none of us could immediately go to flight school. That was just the
way the rules were. In those days, being a pilot in the Army for a
commissioned officer was not a career. Being a pilot was a skill.
Just like being a paratrooper, like jumping out of airplanes, it was
a skill. You got a badge for it. If somebody said, “Well, what
do you do in the Army?” [you would not say pilot.] When I was
a lieutenant I was an armor officer who happened to have gone to flight
school and had wings.
My first assignment was in the 82nd Airborne. I was in the only tank
battalion in the Army that could be transported—actually we
could sort of be air-dropped, but that never worked out too well—in
a C-130 airplane. That meant these were the only armored vehicles
that could be deployed as part of a rapid reaction team or rapid deployment
force. The 82nd deployed to Kuwait or Saudi Arabia in the early ’90s.
The first armored vehicles to go came from the 82nd Airborne because
they were the only tanks—and they were too light to really be
tanks—they were the only armored vehicles small enough and light
enough to be quickly air-transported along with a larger ground force.
I went there, and then I applied to go to flight school. Of course
the guy in Washington who managed my assignments said, “Oh,
that’s a bad idea. Going to flight school will hurt your career
because you’re not doing mainstream things.”
I said, “Well, okay, but I want to go fly, so I’m going
to flight school.” I went to flight school and went to Korea,
and then came back, and I was in my next assignment. All along, I
would have to say I really thrived in the academic environment at
West Point, I just enjoyed it. I got good grades. I found it a very
positive experience.
A significant number of the faculty members are former West Point
students. They try to bring in diversity, because they really don’t
want to have such inbreeding if you will of the culture. Still, two
things happen. One is as the majority of the faculty members are active
military, so as a cadet you become really aware that those opportunities
are there, and you look for the ability to get that kind of assignment,
if that suits you. Because I did well enough as a cadet, even in my
senior year they asked me about my interest in coming back to be on
the faculty. My major was in what was then the department of mechanical
engineering. The head of that department put me on the list of people
to consider in the future, if that’s what I was going to do.
When it was time for my career assignment to head in that direction,
turned out the head of the department of mechanics was now the dean.
That worked out pretty well.
Of course, I call my assignments officer in Washington, and West Point
wants me to come back and teach, so I need to head to graduate school
in the next summer or something like that. The response is, “Oh,
that’s not a good idea, it’ll hurt your career. You really
need to go to Germany and command an aviation company,” and
this, that, and the other. Which for maybe 95% of the officer corps,
that’s the right advice. I ignored his advice and went to graduate
school.
Then I’m teaching at West Point. It’s a great family assignment,
really great family assignment. The kids were in preschool on base.
There’s a little ski slope on base. There are all the cadet
activities, the movies and Broadway shows they bring in for cadets.
It’s a great thing for a young family to do.
While I’m there I’m looking ahead. By this time my career
goals included attending the U.S. Navy Test Pilot School [Patuxent
River, Maryland]. The Army would send nine pilots a year to the Navy
Test Pilot School. By this time my undergraduate degree was in engineering,
I had a master’s degree in aerospace engineering, I’d
flown most of my career, I had taught aerospace engineering at West
Point. I had a bachelor’s degree, and then I went to graduate
school. It seemed to me I’d gone to flight school, and now the
best analogy was test pilot school was sort of like graduate school
for pilots. I wanted to do that.
I had already applied for the astronaut program a couple times. I
got selected for test pilot school. My boss called me in, and he said,
“Washington called and wants me to counsel you on the risk to
your career in doing nontraditional things.” He kind of smiled
because here he was, the epitome. He’s an academic department
head. Clearly, he had an unusual career. He smiled at the irony of
trying to convince me that going to test pilot school was a bad idea.
That’s sort of in this rebellious streak that subtly followed
me along. I have all these people giving me really good advice, and
I’m ignoring it.
After test pilot school, I was supposed to go to U.S. Army’s
Command and General Staff Officers’ Course. It’s a real
career-advancing course. Any eligible officer can complete it via
correspondence, but only a small percentage were selected to attend
the resident course. At that time, I got interviewed by NASA the first
time. This is ’87, and I wasn’t selected in ’87,
but NASA asked if I was interested in coming down to support the Astronaut
Office in the post-Challenger [STS-51L] return to flight activities.
I talked to my assignments officer at Washington, and he said, “Oh,
this is a terrible idea; it’ll ruin your career.” He said,
“You’ll have to decline attendance at Command and General
Staff College. That’ll be a black mark on your career. You’ll
never get promoted again.” I called back down here and was talking
to Woody [Sherwood C.] Spring, who was the senior Army officer in
the astronaut program at the time.
I said, “Woody, they’re telling me if I don’t go
to C&GSC, this, that, and the other.”
He goes, “Well, look, do you want to be an astronaut or not?”
He said, “Mr. [George W.S.] Abbey wants you to come down here
and work. If you tell him no, he remembers forever you said no.”
“Okay, I guess I’ll do that.”
I called back, and I told my assignments officer. I said, “Just
tell me where to send my letter declining attendance in Staff College,
and I’ll do it.”
I think somehow there’d been some other calls going on, because
his response was, “Oh, no, no, no, I didn’t tell you to
decline attendance. I said you want to request to defer attendance.”
Okay, got it, so that clearly worked out.
Ross-Nazzal:
Had you ever been interested in being an astronaut as a kid? Or was
this something that you developed later on in life?
McArthur:
No, it became this career progression. As I mentioned, I got really
interested in aerospace engineering as an undergraduate. I did that,
and then I started flying. What I really liked all along was I was
doing things either that I wanted to do or that were going to lead
to something that I was interested in professionally. I went to test
pilot school because I wanted to be a test pilot, and lo and behold,
I think it was one of those really key milestones or key experiences
in my career that were probably critical to being selected for the
astronaut program. There’s no doubt I would have been disappointed
not to be selected. But if I had left test pilot school and then gone
to Command and General Staff College and then gone out to Edwards
Air Force Base [California] and done flight test work or Fort Rucker,
Alabama, and done flight test work, that was a path over which I had
a good bit of control. The fact that being on that path at some point
provided the opportunity to persuade NASA that it’d be worth
taking a chance and seeing what I could do.
Of course, once I came here and then spent three years supporting
the Astronaut Office, by that time I think the disappointment in not
getting selected would have been a little more intense. Again up until
that point it was a, “This would be really cool, but I won’t
judge whether I’ve been successful in life based on whether
or not I become an astronaut.”
Ross-Nazzal:
You mentioned Woody Spring. There was also another Army astronaut
that was selected, Bob [Robert L.] Stewart. Did [he] have any influence
on your decision to apply?
McArthur:
Bob Stewart, absolutely. Bob was the first Army person to be selected
for the astronaut program. He was selected in the 1978 group, as you
know, the TFNGs, the Thirty-Five New Guys. It’s interesting.
When I’m talking to Army people I say, “The ’78
group, they were just really history-making.” Up until that
point all U.S. astronauts had been white men. Now you have the ’78
class. It had the first African Americans, the first women, the first
Asian American. I said, “And the really unusual one is the first
Army astronaut.” I read about Bob’s selection in the little
newspaper called Army Times, “Army guy selected for the astronaut
program.” I’m going, “Well, now isn’t that
interesting?”
I did a little research. There’s his bio. I said, “He’s
an Army aviator, that’s pretty cool. He’s got a master’s
degree, he’s an Army aviator. So he’s in the Army, I’m
in the Army. He’s an aviator, I’m an aviator. Has a master’s
degree, I’m going to get one. He went to Navy Test Pilot School;
well, that’s what I want to do too.”
I was already interested in Navy Test Pilot School. I said, “Well,
if I just do the things I that I’m already interested in doing.”
Then it was probably 1979 the Army solicited applications for the
1980 astronaut class. If you really stretched your interpretation
of the required qualifications, I said, “I could argue a case
that I meet the qualifications.” So I applied for the program.
I was showing my wife some of the application. There’s one,
I think it’s either the personal background form or maybe it’s
the security clearance request. It says list your relatives. My wife
was devastated because I had omitted our few-months-old daughter from
my list of closest relatives. I knew I had no chance of being selected.
The Army forwarded maybe thirty, thirty-five applications to NASA.
Mine was not one of them. Oh, I’m shocked. They sent a rejection
letter back. “Thank you for applying. We reviewed your application.
We only forwarded the applications of the most highly qualified people.”
Subtext: “you were not deemed highly qualified.” That
wasn’t a shock.
They included a demographic summary of the applicants that were submitted.
You could see once more these common characteristics. Aviation—at
least [to] the people in the Army who had reviewed applications—aviation
seemed to be a positive qualification. Test pilots. Advanced degrees.
My recollection may have been that all of them had a master’s
degree or higher. Again it was, “Well, I’m not disappointed.”
It was fun; it’s like buying a lottery ticket. I knew the chances,
if they weren’t zero, they were pretty darn close to it. If
you don’t have a lottery ticket, you don’t care what the
numbers were last night. If you got a lottery ticket, it’s a
little more interesting.
I looked at it that way. Also maintained that I was preparing one
day for having grandchildren, and I would tell them, “I applied
for the astronaut program.”
“Well, Grandpa, did you make it?”
“No, I didn’t make it, but I applied.”
I think I completed ultimately seven applications. Obviously most
of them didn’t get very far because there were things that occurred
in there. First, I didn’t apply again I think till after I’d
left graduate school, because I just said let me achieve some of these
additional enhancing experiences and then proceed with applications.
Then there were things. For example, Challenger [STS-51L] occurred,
and then the selection process got delayed. I guess my interview was
actually in 1986.
They did have a selection that year, because they brought in the ’87
group. I did get interviewed; I got my first interview with the ’87
group. I was still at test pilot school. I hadn’t even completed
test pilot school yet. That was, I think, kind of positive. It was
interesting. I was in the first week. I said, “Ooh, first week.
That really means something.” Then I wasn’t selected.
I came down here, and in 1989 as they were doing the interviews, they
got the first couple weeks going. I had no call. An Army buddy of
mine that was in my test pilot school class was in the first week
in 1989, first week of interviews. We had him over to the house, and
he just started mentioning, “Oh yes, I think it’s really
significant that I’m in the first group.”
I told him, I said, “Yes, I used to think [so]. I’m pretty
sure in 1986 that was significant, but I don’t think it is anymore.”
It finally worked out. I maintain that two things influenced my selection
more than anything else.
The first is because my family and I were down here people got to
know my wife. NASA realized that if they didn’t select me in
the ’90 class, the Army would move me, and my wife would leave
too. They figured they really wanted to keep my wife in the area,
so they decided I could stay. Then the other one was they realized
the only way to get me to stop submitting applications was to select
me. There were twenty-three in my group. You don’t know where
you sit on the selection list. I maintain if I was number twenty-three
I’m just okay with that.
Ross-Nazzal:
How do you think your Army career prepared you to be a mission specialist?
McArthur:
I think in a few areas. One is you really learn very early on in the
Army to be a member of squad. You learn to be part of an organization
in which its members have to rely on each other, that teamwork is
really important. You don’t have to be the squad leader. While
leading the organization at whatever level is important, what’s
more important is the success of the organization. I think one of
the things it teaches you very early is teamwork. I think that’s
important.
From a leadership standpoint, you learn to accept responsibility.
If you’re successful in the Army, you learn decision making.
It’s not so much how to make decisions but that you develop
a willingness to make decisions. Hopefully in there your decision-making
skills are good enough. What I’ve seen, in particular when you’re
planning things, when you’re preparing, you sometimes will see
people that are reluctant to make decisions, they’re indecisive.
I think being in the military helps you become comfortable making
a decision and accepting responsibility.
Part of it is the old George [S.] Patton quote that says, “A
good plan this week is better than the perfect plan next week.”
The idea that very often you need to move forward and if you realize
that you’re a little bit off target or off path you can then
make an adjustment, but if you never get started you can never get
to your destination. Putting the organization first, I think if you
look—I can get in trouble for this. I have before. If you look
at the number—the Army population in the Astronaut Office has
always been small, but if you look at it, where do you see Army participation
perhaps being disproportionate as a population? Permanent or semipermanent
assignments in Russia, like the Director of Operations in Star City.
A number of us Army folks have done that. Very early in the Space
Station assembly program where you had a choice: are you willing to
go for really long training and a lot of travel going to Russia and
now Europe and Japan and Canada? Or are you going to decline those
assignments because you want to fly on the Shuttle? I think you’ll
see a disproportionate number, up until 2011. You may see a disproportionate
number of ISS [International Space Station] crew members were out
of the Army. An awful lot of us have done EVAs [Extravehicular Activities].
It’s that grunt work, the hard uncomfortable physically demanding;
go out and suffer a little bit.
I don’t know. Being on Space Station was a whole lot easier
than spending thirty days living in a tent out in the woods.
Ross-Nazzal:
I think this might be a good place for us to stop today. [I’d]
like to pick up next time with your work coming to support CB [Astronaut
Office].
McArthur:
Okay.
Ross-Nazzal:
Thank you so much for joining us today.
McArthur:
Sure.
[End
of interview]